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Guest speaker: Terence McKenna

Date this lecture was recorded: June 24, 1989.

[NOTE: All quotations are by Terence McKenna.]

“Culture is a mirror of the mind.”

“What are we when we begin to take off our cultural clothing? What kind of world will be build in the pure imagination?”

“History is a kind of psychedelic trip. That’s what it is. It’s the big trip.”

“This transcendental object probably is more like a being than an object. I just call it a transcendental object to keep those issues out of it when we try to think of it as an at tractor. No, it’s a mind. It’s an organizing entelechy. It is THE mind. It’s probably the mind that you call your mind.”

“When you go into these high dose places you are seeing a local map of this thing toward which all creation moves, at least this is my take on it.”

“It’s just cognitive activity. It’s all that the psychedelic experience is. It’s accelerated cognitive activity. … I think that the glory of human beings is cognition.”

“What psychedelics lead to is appropriate activity. Appropriate activity is the way to be straight with the psychedelic vision.”

“I regard all organized religion as a plot against free thought.”

“The thing which pervades the psychedelic experience is this sense of weird, sense of closeness to a bizarre secret of some sort. I don’t even claim that the psychedelic experience should be put on the spectrum of spiritual experience, somewhere between moral rectitude and Buddha.”

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And now for today’s program, which is the fourth installment of a June 1989 Terrence McKenna workshop.

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And we’ll be picking up where we left off last week.

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Now in about ten minutes, you’re going to hear Terrence go on a roll when he gets talking about the Eschaton and the end of history.

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Today, of course, that sounds quite insane, like the ranting of an end-of-the-world prophet of doom or something.

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But as you listen to it, try to travel back in time to 1989. It’s going to be hard for some of

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you because you were really little kids then. But back then, when 2012 was still a distant

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glimmer on the horizon,

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back then, before it became obvious that there would be no end-of-the-world 2012 event,

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well, then his rantings made a lot more sense.

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I’m not saying that many people bought into his predictions.

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In fact, Terrence often said that we shouldn’t take him seriously.

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But as you listen to this rap,

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see if you can figure out just what it was that made the lectures of Terence McKenna so compelling

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that here 30 years later we are still fascinated by them

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so now here once again is Terence McKenna

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The vegetable mind is reconnected to the vegetable mind

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is reconnected to the human mind

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which then is given the integrity

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to control the machine mind

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everything epigenetic

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becomes hardwired

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it becomes quasi-genetic

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the whole thing is then seen as an expansion

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of the genetic

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repertoire by an infusion of epigenetic information and human beings as agents

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in that cause in that process are released into some kind of dimension of

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their own making culture is a mirror of the mind to this point it’s been very crude

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because to this point we have been

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very crude, very incapable

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only able to do low definition

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models of mind

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but with psychedelic drugs

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with dynamical

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mathematical theories

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at the frontiers of mathematics

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with very high speed computational engines

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computer graphics, all of this stuff

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a mirror of the mind is coming to be

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culture is more and more reflecting what we are

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we are going to be the horrified witnesses

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of the revelation of the true nature

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of the human soul. We are going to find out what everybody else only wondered about, which is,

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who are we really? What will we do with ourselves when we are freed from the constraints of gravity,

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freed from the constraints of gravity, energy, and yes, morality and politics.

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What are we when we begin to take off our cultural clothing?

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What kind of world will we build in the pure imagination?

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The engineering fantasies of those who would build spacecraft the size of Manhattan, hollow worlds with tilled fields and swaths of rainforests and savanna in their sides.

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That is the first step,

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the imaging of the mother world

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to prove that one cognizes the situation.

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But human beings are creatures of art,

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and whether this art is erected in massive

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structures in orbit around

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Jupiter or whether it is

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erected in some kind of

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fractal and syntactical

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electronic simulated

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space that is somehow

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quantum mechanically sustained

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it doesn’t matter

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the point is the liniments of the imagination,

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the projection of human hope and creativity,

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and the psychedelics are the way in which this has always been done,

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up to now, unaided.

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What we know of culture, what we have of of culture has come to us in this way i mean

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without psychedelics we’d still be flipping over cow patties on the plains of africa looking for

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beetles uh what what we have been given through this symbiotic relationship, is slow but widening access to hyperspace.

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We call it culture.

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But we are having difficulty maintaining the illusion

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that it’s something we create

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as it moves faster and faster,

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clearly of its own accord.

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Something is loose on the surface of this planet

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that replicates information,

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that replicates it first genetically,

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then epigenetically through codes and signaling systems and languages.

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This thing is striving for some kind of self-reflection,

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some kind of self-definition.

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The motion of the continents are its playthings.

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The volcanism of the mid-Atlantic trench

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is, you know, a part of its breathing life.

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And we have been called forth into this process

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as catalysts of something.

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In the same way that you use bacteria to concentrate gold

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in the process of mining very gold-poor ore,

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the earth is using a species, a higher primate species,

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to concentrate information

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to concentrate symbolic structure

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in a part of the environment

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bees gather honey

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human beings concentrate and gather

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and elaborate symbolic structures

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why? we don’t know why

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except that when we look into the psychedelic dimension there seems to

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be this sense of a process that the earth is not devoid of teleology that

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there is some kind of purpose something is being maximized and great chances are

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being taken in order that this process of maximization be allowed to continue.

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History is, after all, it’s like an epileptic fit on the geological scale.

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I mean, you just fall down and kick around and then you die.

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Or you don’t.

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You get up and you feel better.

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And this is the dilemma that we confront

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we are in a fit, a 10,000 year fit

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of informational excrescence

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code transfer, syntactical elaboration

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everything is feeding back into everything else

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some kind of super autocatalytic hyper cycle is taking place in the realm of

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information leading toward what i call um the transcendental object at the end of history

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that in this higher dimensional space is the completion of this process as a kind of platonic fita

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compli and it is casting a lower dimensional shadow into process in other words history

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is the shock wave of some kind of eschatology the presence of history

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is this very transient phenomena

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that occurs immediately surrounding the

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ingression of the transcendental object into

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ordinary space time

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and we sense this thing

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it drives our religions

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it fills our psychedelic visions

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it inspires our messiahs

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all of them

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because what people do is

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they section the cone

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they section the hyper-dimensional object

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with the language skills of their historical time and place

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and then they come back with a story

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about what it is

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Buddha says this Mohammed says this Christ says this these are lower

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dimensional slices of this transcendental object at the end of

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history what it is cannot be known it exceeds description it is translinguistic

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it is the confounding

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of language and yet

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language in an effort to describe

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it seeks greater

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and greater differentiation

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greater and greater

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approximation

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to this object

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so that then technological

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innovation, religious ontology outbursts of poetry painting

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dynamic personalities all of these processes are

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lower dimensional

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Slices lower dimensional processes driven by the presence of this transcendental object. So then what shamanism is is

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of this transcendental object so then what shamanism is

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is leaving the plane

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leaving the plane

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and grokking this higher dimensional mapping

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of what we call the here and now

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and then you see into it

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to as great a degree as you can assimilate to as great a degree as you

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can create the language for it and that’s why it’s pressure on language why the memes have to be

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artificially constructed why i push with concepts like self-transforming machine elves you know that’s a chunk of the place we get it

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out over here and we let it go and watch it dance around and we all like it so we

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remember it if the simile is too outlandish it will be forgotten and then

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it goes back to that other place so the effort is to sort of try and burst

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the dam of hyper-dimensional language.

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This is another way of thinking

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of the transcendental object.

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You see, the notion is a simple one.

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It’s that if the word can be made flesh,

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the flesh can be made word that’s it that there is some kind of

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emanation into phenomenal existence the word becomes flesh there are the

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declensions of being that you get in Hindu philosophy and you know the

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tattvas and all of this stuff, the big bang, the condensation,

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the appearance of phenomenal beings,

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of phenomenal existence,

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and then the appearance of self-reflecting consciousness,

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which constitutes the turning point.

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And then the epigenetic coding begins

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of what has previously been genetic,

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and everything begins to funnel toward this

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teleological omega point and a few tens of thousands of years before the omega point is

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reached there is a stirring in the primates they feel the eerie nearness of the thing, and this eerie feeling of nearness of the other

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slowly acts as a vector on the animal mind

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and points it toward the transcendence,

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and sexuality and the hallucinogenic plants

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and all this stuff feed into this thing,

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and we begin the quest.

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We don’t even know that we’ve begun the quest,

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but the disruption of the unquestioning animal

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here and now-ness is finished.

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That’s over.

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And the itch must be scratched.

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The restlessness comes in,

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and we begin to elaborate culture certain things please us

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certain things do not we begin to have a notion of an ideal we don’t know where this notion of

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an ideal comes from well it’s coming from this intuitive higher dimensional mapping of this object which is acting like an enormous attractor

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throwing out a field of attraction that reaches out a million years and begins

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to pull us toward it and now we’re very near this thing with the whole last

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thousand years has been just a flirtation with the you know this wild dance with the coming

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and going of the mystery i mean people throw up gothic cathedrals then they tear them down

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then we have alchemy then science trashes that all of this stuff this frantic elaboration of ideas indicates that we are now in the ineluctable

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and unbreakable grip of this huge attractor and as it pulls us toward it it compresses information

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it compresses the phenomenon of culture it speeds things up you You see, history is a kind of psychedelic trip.

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That’s what it is.

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It’s the big trip.

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And what we’re approaching, you know,

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is the place where the previous structures

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that have been able to maintain a metaphor

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as the pressure of this thing built in the collective psyche are going to

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suffer meltdown and we’re just going to

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have to admit you know yes the earth has been

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invaded by archangels pentagon

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sources now confirm

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you know it’s the end of the world

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basically but the world that ends

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is

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this lower dimensional slice somehow

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there is a subsuming into this higher

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dimensional object all time on this

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planet flows toward this one point this

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is I grant you a peculiar idea but to show you how language, culture,

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and media work on ideas to make something seem odd or ordinary, let’s look at the ordinary

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version of reality that straight people profess. Straight people believe white, Anglo-Saxon, well-educated science types, believe that the universe began with what is called the Big Bang. What this is, is you are asked to believe that the entire universe sprang from nothing in a single instant. this is the scientific explanation of where the universe

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came from it sprang from nothing in a single instant and in an and was originally an object

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so dense that it was smaller than the inner orbit of the electron around an atomic nucleus and out of that eensy beansy very highly

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energetic extremely heavy i mean in other words this has got to be a fairy tale i mean if you

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can’t prove it it certainly is a fairy tale i mean it just piles one preposterous notion on another

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in an effort to solve all intellectual problems

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in one stroke of suspension of disbelief.

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Well, what I’m proposing is also a singularity,

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a singularity where everything is pulled

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into a kind of ultimately complexified,

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super-dense state of connectedness.

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But the singularity that I propose emerges out of a very complex situation,

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i.e. the evolving cosmos as we know it,

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which as we see has many states of chemistry, energy levels ranging from that of

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quasar to flashlight battery, so forth and so on. It seems more likely to me that a singularity

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would emerge out of a background of complex event systems than that a singularity would emerge out of absolute primal nothingness.

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And so when you look at these two theories, you know, you can pick whichever one suits your aesthetic,

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but the notion that one is preposterous and the other the stuff of reason and empiricism is just nonsense.

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At every end of the scale, we are surrounded by myth. of reason and empiricism is just nonsense.

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At every end of the scale we are surrounded by myth.

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And so I think that

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this kind of a singularity

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solves a lot of problems for us.

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It explains the evolutionary thrust

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of development on this planet.

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It locates human history in nature

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as a force that has been called out of nature by natural processes on the planet.

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It reassigns human beings a role

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in the unfolding of the planet

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other than its simple flat-out rape and destruction and it places ahead

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of us an object of hope because the transcendental object that is doing this is pleasant to

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experience i mean i don’t want to make a moral judgment on it, but it is God’s love or something like that.

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It is real.

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And I think this is what history moves toward.

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This is the intuition of religion

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that is so severely flawed and compromised

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by the limitations of religion

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and the deals that it cuts.

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Well, maybe we should stop for a couple of minutes and stretch and then have questions.

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It doesn’t make sense to you, it doesn’t make sense, period, probably.

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So are there questions, comments, clarification? Yes.

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I wanted to ask you on your DMT experience study,

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the way you were describing it,

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it sounded as if other people had experienced similar types of beings as you had,

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or was that your personal experience?

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No, I would say I get pretty good results.

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Of the people I have been able to turn on I would say

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half get

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elves

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and entities

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I don’t take responsibility

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you can’t know what’s

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going on I mean people botch it

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they don’t do enough they do it on

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grass they don’t

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it wasn’t made right

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all these parameters but people that I’ve been able to

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satisfy myself that it was done right about half get it and other not everyone gets it as strongly

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it seems to be a kind of archetype through which you cut deeper and deeper

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and the deeper you go

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the stranger it gets

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but it keeps its character

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for instance I saw

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one woman take DMT

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and she

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it looked to me like a

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sub-threshold dose

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it looked to me like an insufficient dose

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one way you can tell that people are in fact

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getting a sufficient dose is that there will be rapid eye movement under the eyelids it’s because

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they’re watching all this crazy stuff if you don’t see their eyelid their rapid eye movement

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happening then you have reason to wonder if they actually did enough well so i didn’t think this

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woman got quite enough so she came down and she said it was uh it was the saddest carnival in the

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world it was a sad carnival and this is the it’s the circus it has something to do with the circus the circus is the

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archetype of DMT what do we have in the circus well we have lions and tigers and beautiful women

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and slapstick comedy but an aura of darkness I mean the circus if any of you have seen les enfants du paradis

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in fact i’ve had lsd trips which were entirely about that movie and replaying it in my head and

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trying to understand it the archetype of the circus this is why fellini uses this god there

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are scenes in giulietta dispiri where she opens the triangular door and the burning

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bed is there i mean this these scenes are drenched with this tryptamine kind of consciousness other

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people say of dmt it’s it’s there are clowns it’s about clowns well these are progressive approaches

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to the self-transforming machine elves

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maybe I’ve done it more

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or maybe I just have some power of observation

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but I saw behind the mask

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of the clown

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and behind the mask of the meme

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and behind the mask of the marionette and behind the mask of the meme, and behind the mask of the marionette,

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and behind the robot mask,

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to more of what I feel must be the essence of the thing,

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because it was more replete with strangeness.

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It was more like, you know,

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we’re letting you see,

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we’re lifting the veil.

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So, the circus, does that do it for you?

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What about the relationship between mushrooms and DMT?

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High-dose mushroom psilocybin is 5-hydroxy-NN-dimethyltryptamine.

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DMT is NN-dimethyltryptamine.

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I’m not saying that psilocybin becomes DMT

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as it crosses the blood-brain

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barrier, there seems to be a problem

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there, which Shogun

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explained to me, but I didn’t quite understand

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it, but

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it’s something very, very close to DMT

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and at the peak

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of a high-dose mushroom trip

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you can come into a place where you

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say, I cannot tell the

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difference this looks like DMT

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to me for sure

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but instead of it

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appearing with crackling

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immediacy 15 seconds

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after you lay down the pike

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you work your way there over an hour

00:27:40

and a half with breath control

00:27:42

in absolute silent darkness

00:27:44

ayahuasca same darkness ayahuasca same

00:27:46

thing ayahuasca

00:27:48

sufficiently pushed

00:27:50

will usher

00:27:51

into this place that is

00:27:53

snap crackle pop land

00:27:55

you know I mean just that electric

00:27:57

immediacy but these are

00:28:00

high doses

00:28:01

five grams

00:28:04

and up five dried grams and up five dried

00:28:05

grams and up

00:28:06

I don’t

00:28:10

I feel that

00:28:11

if you take

00:28:12

more than

00:28:13

ten grams

00:28:14

your powers

00:28:15

of reportage

00:28:16

will be

00:28:17

damaged

00:28:18

and you’re

00:28:18

useless to

00:28:19

the rest of

00:28:20

us

00:28:20

so I

00:28:22

don’t advocate

00:28:23

more than

00:28:23

that

00:28:23

ten grams

00:28:24

is a hell of a wallop i mean i don’t advocate that

00:28:29

only if you’ve taken five and were bored to death you know but but it’s not about you know just how

00:28:40

much can you bowl down i mean a friend of mine says his goal with mushrooms

00:28:46

each time he takes them is to

00:28:48

stand more of it

00:28:50

and you can have this

00:28:52

relationship to it

00:28:53

because it does veil

00:28:56

itself if all you can

00:28:58

handle are leprechauns

00:29:00

it won’t push

00:29:02

too far beyond that

00:29:04

but if it pours on leprechauns it won’t push too far beyond that but if it pours on leprechauns and you scream

00:29:07

for more it can get rid of leprechauns and give you more i mean i have had you know conversations

00:29:14

with it where i would say okay we’ve been looking at baroque altarpieces or we’ve been looking at

00:29:22

kandinsky’s later period the mushroom and I

00:29:25

it’s showing me this stuff

00:29:27

and so then I say well

00:29:28

you know

00:29:30

what turns you on

00:29:33

be a bit more yourself

00:29:36

well God

00:29:37

then it just begins to migrate

00:29:40

and I say okay that’s enough

00:29:41

more yourself

00:29:43

because requested to reveal its inner nature it will begin to and I say, okay, that’s enough more yourself because

00:29:45

requested to reveal its

00:29:47

inner nature, it will begin to do

00:29:50

so until you just say

00:29:51

you know, I’m a

00:29:53

human being, stop that

00:29:55

this is as much as I feel

00:29:58

capable of handling of

00:29:59

your

00:30:00

self

00:30:04

image

00:30:04

but this is all directly related to what you were telling us before your self-image.

00:30:09

But this is all directly related to what you were telling us before in terms of the central sphere.

00:30:13

Yes.

00:30:16

This transcendental object probably is more like a being than an object.

00:30:22

I just call it a transcendental object

00:30:25

to keep those issues out of it

00:30:27

when we try and think of it as an attractor.

00:30:31

No, it’s a mind.

00:30:33

It’s an organizing intellect.

00:30:35

It is the mind.

00:30:37

It’s probably the mind that you call your mind

00:30:41

is probably a small chunk of this mind.

00:30:49

call your mind is probably a small chunk of this mind. Yes, when you go into these high-dose places, you are seeing a local map of this thing toward which all creation moves. At

00:30:57

least this is my take on it.

00:30:59

How do you feel emotionally about that?

00:31:01

How do you feel emotionally about that?

00:31:05

When you see the transcendental object?

00:31:09

Well, it makes you weak. I mean, it just dissolves you emotionally.

00:31:12

It is the peace which paths us understanding.

00:31:15

This is the burning bush.

00:31:17

This is, yes, grace.

00:31:20

This is the descent of the Holy Spirit

00:31:26

it’s all of those

00:31:28

things

00:31:29

it’s tremendously emotionally

00:31:32

touching

00:31:33

because

00:31:34

there is an absolute confirmation

00:31:38

of unity

00:31:39

and also

00:31:41

you are seeing it

00:31:43

you are confirming that it exists

00:31:45

your whole being is thrilled

00:31:48

you say it exists

00:31:50

it’s not a matter of conjecture

00:31:54

or faith

00:31:55

it exists

00:31:57

this is very close to the religious ecstasis

00:32:02

of Mother Teresa or Hildegard von Bingen or Meister Eckhart or Thomas

00:32:08

Terhearn or any of those folks except that they were apparently exceptional personalities who

00:32:16

achieved this after tremendous self-discipline and acts of great spiritual control.

00:32:26

It’s a birthright, though.

00:32:29

Why should it be restricted to mystics?

00:32:32

It belongs to all of us.

00:32:34

It is an essential part of yourself.

00:32:37

You would no more want to miss out on this

00:32:39

than you would want to miss out on sex

00:32:41

or ice cream

00:32:43

or anything that makes life worth living.

00:32:47

This informs and empowers and enriches existence.

00:32:53

The 20th century model is that life is a desert.

00:32:58

You know, man has been abandoned by God.

00:33:01

Life is a desert.

00:33:03

All ethics are provisional.

00:33:06

All values are culture-bound.

00:33:09

Just bum, bum, bum, bum, wrapped.

00:33:13

This is the modern situation.

00:33:15

Everything is completely disensouled and dead and pointless.

00:33:19

And then you discover, you know,

00:33:22

that this is just a condition of culture along we,

00:33:25

a state of mind,

00:33:27

that the mystery is a right.

00:33:33

And, you know, I don’t think it’s something

00:33:34

to be done once or twice in a lifetime.

00:33:37

I don’t think we should run it into the ground.

00:33:41

I think every time you take a psychedelic,

00:33:43

you should take enough that it frightens you

00:33:46

that you are you should never grow confident in its presence it will destroy you that is the one

00:33:54

thing it will not tolerate is cockiness I mean it just takes that funny word huh it just takes that and will not put up with it because it’s a sin

00:34:09

against the goddess obviously it’s the sin of hubris it’s the sin of pride other comments

00:34:17

you were going to talk about the dangerous the danger well the drugs I advocate

00:34:25

I regard as not dangerous

00:34:28

unless recklessly used

00:34:31

psychedelics are not dangerous

00:34:34

we’d love to convince ourselves they were dangerous

00:34:37

then there would be no reason to take them

00:34:39

the danger

00:34:43

to my mind is

00:34:45

and this is my personal opinion

00:34:47

and you now come up against who I am

00:34:50

and my hang-ups

00:34:51

what I always fear is madness

00:34:54

not death

00:34:56

death, you know

00:34:58

probably wouldn’t hurt my reputation at all

00:35:01

but madness, madness would be a disgrace at this point. an embarrassment yes how embarrassing

00:35:26

so uh but i i think you should gain confidence and and uh you know do it with a sitter i don’t

00:35:36

like the term guide because these guides know nothing you know but a sitter is somebody who’s together enough to you know call an ambulance

00:35:47

or just calm you down basically uh somebody told me a wonderful story which you should know because

00:35:55

you might you know draw comfort from it uh sky was very pretty experienced he’d taken fairly high

00:36:02

doses of mushrooms before and he took a six gram dose

00:36:06

on a saturday evening in his apartment in la and this heart thing began to develop

00:36:15

that he identified as a fibrillation or something so he tried to hold it back and keep not notice and not notice. It kept getting

00:36:26

stronger and stronger. It never lets you do that, by the way, the not noticing. It’s a

00:36:32

paradox. You didn’t take this to not notice. So eventually he becomes thoroughly

00:36:40

alarmed and he tries to call a couple of his friends well it’s saturday night nobody’s

00:36:45

home so then just this tremendous sense of abandonment settles over this guy his friends

00:36:52

aren’t there when he needs them he’s going to die here in his apartment and be found days later so

00:36:58

forth and so on and he gets this ball rolling see so finally he despairs he’s a psychotherapist an MD

00:37:06

blah blah everything he despairs he

00:37:09

calls 9-1-1 so they come they get him

00:37:14

they rush him to the hospital they put

00:37:18

him in a ward they any by the time all

00:37:21

this has happened and he’s gotten all

00:37:24

this attention and probably a little, and he’s gotten all this attention,

00:37:25

and probably a little second all,

00:37:27

he’s feeling pretty good about it all.

00:37:30

So then he says to the guy on duty,

00:37:33

he says,

00:37:34

I feel like I have to tell you,

00:37:38

I took psilocybin mushrooms.

00:37:41

Do you think that that brought this on?

00:37:50

And the guy said no you had an anxiety attack we get people with this all the time we don’t know anything about psychedelic drugs

00:37:55

so you know it it isn’t the drug you have to worry about. It’s yourself. You have to discipline your hind brain.

00:38:07

You have to be able to say,

00:38:09

listen, shut up.

00:38:11

We’re going to come through this.

00:38:13

Just shut up about it.

00:38:15

Because it’s saying,

00:38:16

but don’t you think we should call somebody?

00:38:18

And… we shouldn’t treat it with such levity

00:38:32

because it is a serious issue

00:38:34

I mean I’ve been in many circumstances

00:38:36

where vital signs seem to have fallen

00:38:40

so low in my own perception

00:38:43

that I just was saying to myself keep breathing keep

00:38:49

looking keep breathing keep looking and i felt you know that we i was in a submarine five and a half

00:38:57

miles down easy does it through here breath attention breath attention because you have the feeling that if you don’t

00:39:08

keep your attention on your breath you will simply stop breathing well now it’s interesting people

00:39:15

who don’t worry much about psychedelics you tell them a story like that and they say well isn’t

00:39:22

that the bit that you take these drugs and you think you’re dying

00:39:25

and then you get straight and then you don’t die and then you’re really happy isn’t that what it’s

00:39:31

supposed to do i thought that was what it was about well in fact if you go back into the literature

00:39:36

in the 1960s the tibetan book of the dead crowd was saying you will be flung from hell to paradise and back again on about a

00:39:47

40-minute schedule for several hours and they prepared themselves for these bad trip situations

00:39:55

by anticipating it and I I don’t really think there’s that much to it I think your mind is very fragile in that state

00:40:05

and you know a bad thought

00:40:08

quickly becomes a cascade

00:40:10

and you have to know

00:40:12

how to

00:40:13

stop these cascades

00:40:17

a very practical

00:40:19

technique that I use

00:40:21

is I take a hit

00:40:23

of cannabis

00:40:24

because that seems to shake up the deck that I use is I take a hit of cannabis because

00:40:25

that seems to shake up

00:40:27

the deck again

00:40:29

so you know if I’m having

00:40:32

these visions and it’s

00:40:33

orchids and ruins

00:40:35

and machines and I’m

00:40:38

grooving this and then suddenly

00:40:39

it becomes about

00:40:41

meat and surgery

00:40:43

and excrement and this and that.

00:40:47

And then I just say, you know, it’s time for a J.

00:40:56

Now Stan Grof would say you should go through these things

00:40:59

and that this is important for your process.

00:41:04

But, you know, I’m squeamish

00:41:06

and enjoy steering it

00:41:12

also it’s good to be informed

00:41:16

to know when you get in there

00:41:18

how dangerous is this drug

00:41:20

and how much did I take

00:41:22

and if you know that you took 15 milligrams of

00:41:26

psilocybin and you know that the LD50

00:41:29

of psilocybin is some astronomical

00:41:31

figure well then you can tell yourself

00:41:35

this cheerful little story about how you can’t possibly

00:41:38

die because you took so little but

00:41:41

the main thing is it teaches you discipline

00:41:44

and you know thinking you’re going

00:41:47

to die at least for me is not all that rare i mean if somebody invites me to go sailing with

00:41:55

them on the bay on a sunday afternoon at least twice in the afternoon i will sign off completely and just assume that’s it you know maybe I’m a little

00:42:08

paranoid you know or maybe I have crazy friends but

00:42:12

um

00:42:12

Terrence we were talking at lunch about extending the feeling, the connection that you have during the trip in straight life.

00:42:31

I’m not verbalizing this very well,

00:42:32

but do you feel that after years of experiencing psilocybin

00:42:38

that you can touch that feeling at straight times?

00:42:44

You can hear the logos times you can hear the logos

00:42:45

you can get the information

00:42:47

well I can’t hear the logos

00:42:49

in the sense

00:42:50

well not always but

00:42:52

I can invoke it

00:42:55

I mean I have a sense of it

00:42:57

it’s where I talk from

00:42:59

but my public

00:43:02

career gives me so much permission

00:43:04

to spend time with this stuff.

00:43:06

I mean, and I think about it all the time.

00:43:09

I mean, I image everything.

00:43:14

It’s just cognitive activity

00:43:16

is all that the psychedelic experience is.

00:43:19

It’s accelerated cognitive activity.

00:43:22

So if you run around,

00:43:23

I urge people to think. it’s sort of an anti

00:43:28

several other positions

00:43:30

Position, but I think it’s good to think I don’t preach stilling the mind or any of that stuff

00:43:37

I think that the glory of human

00:43:41

Beings is cognition and that if you paint, if you sculpt

00:43:45

if you write, if you sing

00:43:48

if you dance, if you weave

00:43:50

if you act, if you

00:43:52

cook

00:43:53

whatever we do

00:43:55

cognition

00:43:57

can follow through it

00:43:59

and that what psychedelics lead to

00:44:02

is appropriate activity

00:44:03

appropriate activity is the way to be straight with

00:44:07

the psychedelic vision do what is

00:44:10

appropriate and it will resonate with

00:44:14

the vision because the vision is a

00:44:17

vision of what is appropriate and then

00:44:21

if you have to do terribly

00:44:22

inappropriate things you know if you

00:44:24

contact the logos on Saturday night

00:44:26

and go back to designing the stealth bomber

00:44:29

on Monday morning

00:44:30

there’s going to be, it’s going to be difficult

00:44:33

to act psychedelically

00:44:34

because that is not appropriate

00:44:37

behavior

00:44:37

appropriate behavior is a self-explanatory

00:44:41

concept, everybody knows what that

00:44:43

is. Yes, you had a question.

00:44:45

Ram Dass talks about his gurus

00:44:48

like in India,

00:44:49

like taking ten times the dose of LSD

00:44:52

than normally would turn them on

00:44:53

and nothing happens.

00:44:54

As if the thought being

00:44:57

that they’re always in that state.

00:44:58

What do you feel about that?

00:45:00

No, the thought is that

00:45:01

they will never attain this state.

00:45:06

What?

00:45:07

How do they keep from it?

00:45:10

Well, by being beastly little priesties, basically.

00:45:15

No, no, I mean…

00:45:18

I regard all organized religion as a plot against free thought.

00:45:29

It’s just because, you see, everything in the world seeks to disempower direct experience.

00:45:37

And that is obscene.

00:45:39

We mustn’t let that happen.

00:45:42

So these people who have techniques and lineages and ashrams

00:45:46

and all of this stuff,

00:45:48

the first million years of religion

00:45:52

was psychedelic.

00:45:54

And then when these dominator societies

00:45:57

got going,

00:45:58

they said,

00:45:59

well, we need religion,

00:46:00

but we need religion at 15% power.

00:46:04

These orgies bust up the community rhythm.

00:46:08

Nobody wants to get up in the morning

00:46:10

to go hoe the fields.

00:46:13

Suddenly, not psychedelic plants,

00:46:16

but agriculture, corn, tammuz,

00:46:19

all of this comes into play.

00:46:22

Food plants gain importance in agriculture.

00:46:25

It’s really the nomadic pastoralists

00:46:27

and the hunter-gatherers

00:46:29

who seem to be able to sustain

00:46:32

the psychedelic lifestyle.

00:46:34

Your question touches on this issue

00:46:37

that always comes up in these things.

00:46:39

Is there another way to get there?

00:46:42

And is this the same thing that the geishis and roshis and rishis and gurus and babajis are talking about?

00:46:54

I’ve spent a lot of time on this question and I can’t yet convince myself that it’s the same thing.

00:47:01

They betray themselves.

00:47:06

They’re too blasé this is the problem

00:47:08

with all of these

00:47:10

other paths

00:47:11

they don’t raise their voice

00:47:14

to tell you

00:47:15

how weird it is

00:47:17

I mean I’ve never heard

00:47:18

someone say about yoga

00:47:20

this is really weird

00:47:22

do this

00:47:24

and you will feel weird and you’ll see weird things and bizarre

00:47:28

thought no they say you know do this and energy will rise and the thing which pervades the

00:47:35

psychedelic experience is this sense of weird sense of closeness to a bizarre secret of some sort I don’t even claim that the psychedelic

00:47:50

experience should be put on the spectrum of spiritual experience somewhere between moral

00:47:57

rectitude and Buddha you may be able to pass from moral rectitude to Buddha and never get near the psychedelic experience.

00:48:08

That’s one of the reasons Flattery’s book about Haoma is so fascinating,

00:48:13

because he makes the point about Iranian religion

00:48:16

that it’s thoroughly matter-of-fact about this other dimension.

00:48:24

It doesn’t call it higher or lower it doesn’t say

00:48:28

you’re a better person if you can go there it just says that it’s there and that to me is more

00:48:34

characteristic of of the psychedelic approach i’m puzzled by the relationship to moral goodness and to spiritual advancement

00:48:46

that the psychedelic experience has

00:48:49

it does seem to bring to the people

00:48:51

who immerse themselves in it

00:48:53

like the shamans of the Amazon

00:48:56

a certain kind of moral suasion

00:49:00

their impressive personalities

00:49:02

the good ones won’t screw you

00:49:05

the bad ones will

00:49:08

but once you find a good one

00:49:11

and follow him around for a few months or so

00:49:14

you become quite convinced that this guy

00:49:16

is a morally superior human being

00:49:18

in all of his dealings with people

00:49:21

this guy doesn’t lose the thread

00:49:23

he acts from a very real place but I think just in

00:49:31

the presence of so much transcendental wonder one is inspired to try and get one’s act together and

00:49:39

also I think that if you are a quote-unquote bad person,

00:49:46

your unconscious mind will attack you in the psychedelic state.

00:49:51

This is why these certain kinds of personalities

00:49:55

know instinctively that they shouldn’t get near it.

00:50:00

And so they stay away from it.

00:50:04

It doesn’t mean that if you take this stuff,

00:50:07

you’re a great person.

00:50:09

All it means is that you can put up

00:50:11

with what a bum you are

00:50:13

when seen through that lens.

00:50:17

In other words, I mean, it humbles everybody.

00:50:19

It really rubs your nose in it.

00:50:21

And it doesn’t let you escape.

00:50:24

And, you know know if you’re willing

00:50:26

to put up with that then there’s

00:50:28

also riches

00:50:29

but I don’t think any

00:50:32

technique

00:50:33

or any religious ontology

00:50:38

is in possession of a

00:50:40

technique that can carry

00:50:42

us close anywhere

00:50:43

close to this place if If they could, we would

00:50:47

know about it. In the back, yes.

00:50:50

Yes, Terrence, do you have any ideas about other forms of life being sensitive to the

00:50:55

same sort of realm that you described from a human standpoint? Say, for instance, insects

00:51:00

or other beings?

00:51:08

instance insects or other beings well insects are bizarre especially social insects and trying to imagine you know in a way a social insect hive is a kind of living brain i mean it is a loosely

00:51:19

pheromonally connected nervous system that can have millions of individuals in it

00:51:26

as far as speculating

00:51:29

I mean if the depths of the human mind

00:51:31

are unrecognizable to me

00:51:33

I don’t know what I would make of the ontology

00:51:36

of a termite hive

00:51:38

you mean these forms of animal awareness

00:51:45

I don’t know

00:51:48

I think that there’s some premium

00:51:49

you have to be able to freely

00:51:51

code

00:51:52

now certain animals can

00:51:55

freely code

00:51:57

to a degree

00:51:59

then we begin to have to define

00:52:01

freedom monkeys have a degree

00:52:04

of freedom in their coding

00:52:05

the octopi have a greater freedom

00:52:09

in coding than almost any other species

00:52:12

and you’ve probably heard me talk about octopi

00:52:16

as an example in nature

00:52:19

of a visibly beheld linguistic modality

00:52:23

because octopi communicate

00:52:25

their internal states

00:52:29

by changing the colors

00:52:31

and the surfaces and the display

00:52:35

of their skin

00:52:37

so that in a sense the surface of an octopus

00:52:40

is what it’s thinking

00:52:42

it is a visual manifestation of its

00:52:45

internal processes, its thoughts appear

00:52:48

as pictures on its skin which

00:52:51

other octopi can read, now this is a form

00:52:54

of free coding that approaches or exceeds

00:52:58

our own and in fact might provide

00:53:00

a model for future evolutionary

00:53:04

developments in human language.

00:53:07

I’ll talk more about that since, on the face of it, it’s a puzzling statement.

00:53:14

Why don’t we knock off for today, and if anybody needs any of this, we can help them out.

00:53:22

It’s ten of six. We’ll meet here at 8 o’clock tonight.

00:53:37

You’re listening to The Psychedelic Salon,

00:53:39

where people are changing their lives

00:53:41

one thought at a time.

00:53:44

I think that the first thing from this talk that I should comment on

00:53:48

is the part where Terence said, and I quote,

00:53:51

This transcendental object probably is more like a being than an object.

00:53:57

I just call it a transcendental object to keep those issues out of it

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when we try to think of it as an attractor.

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No, it’s a mind.

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It’s an organizing intellect.

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It is the mind.

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It’s probably the mind that you call your mind.

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Wow, I’m sure that I’ve never heard him say this before,

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but if you know of an instance where he’s said it before,

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I really would like to know about it.

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For me, this changes his end-of-time ideas completely,

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because, well, at least to me, there is a huge difference between that attractor being a thing and an entity.

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Well, maybe we can get Matt Palomary to comment on this tomorrow night in the Psychedelic Salon Live,

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because, for sure, this is something I would like to explore with you and everybody else a little bit further in the months ahead.

00:54:48

Now, I’m wondering if I’m also the only one who thought of Teilhard de Chardin’s important book, The Phenomena of Man, when Terence was talking about the approach of an omega point.

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Of course, that was the essential takeaway from that book.

00:55:05

that was the essential takeaway from that book. And I know that Terrence was very familiar with it because the last time that I spoke with him was at the time when I was writing The Spirit

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of the Internet, which is based on Teilhard’s book. And in our discussion about my book,

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it was obvious that Terrence had thought a great deal about some of the ideas that were

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presented there. Also, there were several other ideas that Terrence floated in this talk that I think are worthy of further discussion on our live Monday night salon that’s available via Patreon for only a dollar a month.

00:55:31

I’m not sure if we’ll get to any of them tomorrow night because our guest will be Matt Palomary, and I suspect that our fellow salonners already have, well, they probably have enough questions to keep them really busy.

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But here are a couple of Terence’s quotes from this talk

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that I think we can have some fun discussing in the weeks ahead.

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And I quote,

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What psychedelics lead to is appropriate activity.

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Appropriate activity is the way to be straight with the psychedelic vision.

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Unquote.

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The next one is,

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I regard all organized religion as a plot against free thought.

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I want to talk about that one.

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And finally, I quote, the thing which pervades the psychedelic experience is this sense of weird,

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sense of closeness to a bizarre secret of some sort.

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I don’t even claim that the psychedelic experience should be put on the spectrum of spiritual experience, somewhere between moral rectitude and Buddha, end quote. Well, I suspect

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that those little quotes should be able to stir up some interesting conversations in the weeks ahead,

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and I’m looking forward to participating in them with you.

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But for now, this is Lorenzo signing off from Cyberdelic Space. Be well, my friends. Thank you.