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http://octopusmessiah.com/Guest speaker: Terence McKenna

Date this lecture was recorded: March 1996

[NOTE: All quotations are by Terence McKenna

“Nature is the original Internet. Nature is some kind of interconnected, communicating, data routing, self-regulating, non-equilibrium system.”

“I think what nature teaches, and what life teaches, is that worry is preposterous. Worry is a form of ego mania, because in order to worry you have to assume you understand the situation. What are the odds that you actually do understand the situation? Very low, I would think.”
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Now, for today’s podcast, we’re going to pick up on the March 1996 Terence McKenna workshop that we began listening to in Podcast 573.

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And I’d like to repeat that this set of recordings was sent to me by Ian Wynn, the author of the newly re-released edition of The Technopagan Octopus Messiah.

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Ian tells me that the inspiration for this book arose when he attended the very workshop that we are now listening to.

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And I’ll put a link to his website in today’s program notes, which you can find at psychedelicsalon.com.

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Now, about halfway through this talk, Terrence makes a joke that I suspect the psychedelic version of Alex Jones

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is going to use to further his conspiracy theory about Terrence being a CIA asset.

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I can’t even say that with a straight face.

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His conspiracy theory that Terrence was a CIA asset.

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And by the way, if you do happen to believe such foolishness,

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then I’d like to speak with you about this bridge that my family and I have for sale in Manhattan.

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I can make you a really good deal on it if you want to pay cash.

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Well, that’s enough of my foolishness for now.

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And I’ll be back after we listen to this part of his workshop

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to further expand on my attempt to smile in the face of foolishness.

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And speed seems to expand people’s tolerance for sexual activity that they

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would ordinarily refuse. They will accept under speed. So these compounds change our sexual values

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around and a society using psilocybin on a regular basis would dissolve this male dominance hierarchy

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and replace it, I think, with the glue of an orgiastic

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and more egalitarian system.

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And for a long, long time, we lived like that.

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And in that period, when we lived like that,

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language, music, compassion, love, all the higher values emerged.

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Well then, at some point, and for complicated reasons not necessary to discuss, unless you want to,

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the mushrooms disappeared.

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And the chemical fix that had been in place for thousands and thousands of years

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that was suppressing this older male dominant style of behavior

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just drained out of the system.

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And suddenly men were very interested in controlling women’s behavior

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and the orgies were cancelled and the levels of anxiety began to rise and people began

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to think in terms of turf

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and property and my children

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and my food

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and in short

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the hideous union

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of the animal and the

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spiritual that we meet in ourselves

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came into

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being. We are

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like the inheritors of a dysfunctional childhood or something.

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Something terrible happened to all of us in our past. For a hundred thousand years, we

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were at our most human, without material culture, living in a world of magic and song and sexuality and husbandry,

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you know, living lightly on the land, herding cattle in the presence of mushrooms.

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This seems to be, that was the climax of the pre-technical phase.

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Well, then agriculture changed all that, created surpluses,

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ended nomadism

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provided a raison d’etre for

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cities the return of male

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dominance ended in

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god kings and standing armies

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and then

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you know we’ve had

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5,000 years of this now

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6,000 7,000 whatever

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and we’re at the end of our rope

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you know the planet is at crisis.

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Our politicians are clueless.

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Divine intervention is our best hope,

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either from flying saucers or the second coming or something.

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And in the presence of so much obvious overwhelming difficulty people are turning more and

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more toward irrational faiths and just waiting for the space brothers to pull

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us out of this mess oh yeah well you know to quote a Grateful Dead song, you can’t go back and you can’t stand still.

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If the thunder don’t get you, then the lightning will.

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This thing was set in motion 100,000 years ago,

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and now we are caught in the consequences of our forebearer’s stupid decisions or brilliant decisions, whatever,

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but we’re being forced through. I mean, I agree that there’s a lot of Q force building up in the society.

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In other words, vibration. It’s almost like as you try to push an airfoil through the sound barrier, as you approach

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hypersonic velocity, the thing begins to shake. And if it hasn’t been correctly designed, the wings

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will tear off. But if it has been correctly designed, the Q force will maximize and then

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very suddenly plummet, and that’s called breaking the sound barrier and you’re through it’s very clear that this

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culture is revving up to attempt the

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leap into hyperspace and it’s either

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going to succeed and we will become

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unrecognizable to ourselves and scatter

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through the galaxy as motes of light or

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we will fail and probably biology will cancel

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the R&D division on intelligent life

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and go back to ground squirrels, chipmunks, and monarch butterflies.

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That’s worked so well for so long.

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I understand a little bit the physics idea of matter seeking some sort of organization

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and then seeking a disorganization and kind of the back and forth that would flow.

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It makes me wonder about computers and the internet and the world wide web

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and how now we’re trying to structure ourselves in something that seems to be going against the human grain.

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Why do you think it goes against the human grain?

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Well, it’s artificial.

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Well, we invented artificiality.

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I mean, I don’t disagree with you.

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Somebody pointed something out to me recently that I find very interesting.

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They pointed out that in a cubic inch of forest soil,

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there’s about 11,000 miles of mycelial wiring.

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Now, we’re building something called the Internet

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and furiously laying copper and fiber optic everywhere

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and soon it will go wireless.

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I think that this net that we’re building

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is not the most artificial construction ever conceived.

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It’s a simulacrum of nature is what it is.

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Nature is the original internet.

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I mean, nature is some kind of interconnected,

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communicating, data routing, self-regulating, non-equilibrium system. And as we go nanotech, as we descend to the molecular level, our teachers are going to be plants, viruses, bacteria.

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They know how to do it down there, and we don’t.

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And I think that the artificial phase of technology

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is simply that, a phase.

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Remember in Arthur C. Clarke’s book

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The City and the Stars

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the central dictum of that society

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and it had been a rule followed for a million years

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was no machine

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shall have any moving part

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and that’s coming

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and those are machines we can barely imagine,

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and they will be smaller than a gnat’s eyelash.

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So the artificial natural thing

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seems to me a synthetic dualism.

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In fact, all dualisms are synthetic,

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because at least in my book,

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there is some kind of neoplatonic

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one that lies behind

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all the lesser

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understandings that

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give us category

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well I think you know what

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nature teaches

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and what life teaches

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is that worry is

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preposterous

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worry is a form of egomania

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because in order to worry,

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you have to assume you understand the situation.

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What are the odds that you actually do understand the situation?

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Very low, I would think,

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and the more abstract the worry.

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I’m worrying about you know ratkam ladich

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and he’s running around free over there in a country i’ve never seen now is this the same

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thing for me to be worrying about i don’t think so uh worry is preposterous and how i’ve understood

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that is i’m not a fatalist or a predestination person.

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Predestination is preposterous

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because if the world is absolutely predestined,

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then you think what you think

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because you couldn’t think anything else.

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That makes the quest for truth somewhat pointless.

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In order for there to be truth,

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there has to be error.

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Otherwise, how would we know truth so

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well that’s probably enough on that

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yeah

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I think maybe the last couple of comments

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and then my own are

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positing a third way

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which is not the technique

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of the aesthetic practices in religion or even psychedelics,

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but more a way of being in which one is open and receptive to the incredible patterns that exist within life and within wilderness.

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And maybe this is the shamans who don’t need psychedelics are able to contact that.

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And my own experience in providing a very safe experience

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for myself alone, with a great deal of solitude

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and wilderness is that things happen

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which are absolutely magical.

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And it seems to come out of my willingness to play

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and to imagine and to love the things in my environment.

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And that’s a little bit of what you’re talking about with your experience.

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And I would like that to be considered as a viable way of achieving the unity

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and the love of life that you’re talking about?

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Well, the key thing, I think, in what you said

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was to be open and aware.

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You can go to the wilderness,

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and it’s harder for some people than others,

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but psychedelics certainly make it easier.

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I mean, I’ve sat it makes it simply

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like with LSD in wilderness

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what I found is it simply makes it possible

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to sit still an unearthly

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amount of time

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and that’s all you have to do

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for it all to

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go on as soon as you

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disappear into the landscape

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then stuff begins to happen I mean amazing things go on. As soon as you disappear into the landscape, then stuff begins to happen. I mean, amazing

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things go on. I sat once on a beach in Asia, stoned on LSD, and a little crab came along

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and cleaned my fingernails, every one of them. It just moved from fingernail to fingernail.

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It had this little claw, and it etched them out.

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And it took a long time.

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And I was just like this.

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And it would climb down one finger, go out to the other one, finish, go down here.

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And, you know, only Buddha or LSD can give you that kind of power to sit still.

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I think it’s, and maybe I’ve misunderstood people,

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but I think it’s a really weird construct to dichotomize humans from nature.

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We don’t say that ants or the termites have separated themselves from nature

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by building a termite hill,

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which is a really good skyscraper for termites.

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Why all of a sudden when man goes out and builds a skyscraper

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and puts himself in it, he no longer participates in nature?

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It seems so strange to me, because we’re in a terrarium.

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It’s not like we can go leave.

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It’s such a weird thing to me to say that if you

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do certain things, sitting on the rock

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is in nature. Sitting

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on the top of the World Trade Center

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is not.

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We can’t judge that. We can’t judge

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it. It just seems so strange to me.

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There’s a categorical

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difference that people sense

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but can’t always articulate.

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What it is is nature is a genetic machine of some sort.

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Everything is under the control of genes,

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except that when you get to human beings,

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there are these things called epigenetic behaviors.

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In other words, how you make a Chevrolet is not written into the DNA of human beings.

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The anthill is a genetic program, but what we are is freakily out of control of our genetic

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heritage. We don’t behave like automata. We speak many languages. That’s unheard of, a species which has localized communication systems.

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And yet that’s how we do it.

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There is no human universal way of communicating.

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We’ve culturally fragmented that.

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Pardon me?

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Have local dialects?

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Yeah. Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, I mean,

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see, I think there’s, I mean,

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and I don’t want to get into huge arguments,

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but there’s, you know…

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Oh, no, don’t be shy.

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Different tribes will have cracked nuts differently.

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Okay?

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I mean, it’s not just a human characteristic.

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There are some that use a rock

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and a log, and they put the nut in the log and they crack it. And there are some that use a rock and a log.

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They put the nut in the log and they crack it.

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There are other gorillas that can’t crack nuts.

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Just because something is epigenetic

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does not mean it’s a part of nature.

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No, I agree with you,

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but I say people sense this difference.

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It would be quite astonishing

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if there were no epigenetic behavior outside

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of human beings. That would indicate it was some kind of descent from above. But I think

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when nature is fully understood, there will be no dramatic transitions. Everything is

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anticipated. Everything begins as a theme and then rises

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to dominate

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the orchestra.

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The other and more exciting

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possibility is

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that we are entirely under

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the control of higher order genetic

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programming and that history

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is a genetic process

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that has a purpose

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and that it is like gestation

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or fruition or something

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and that

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a good example to have

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in your intellectual toolbox

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is the slime mold

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slime molds are

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these organisms which have a very

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peculiar life cycle

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let’s cut

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in at a random point in their life cycle.

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And what we find are amoeba-like creatures,

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almost microscopic, living in the soil,

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the decaying leaves and stuff of the forest floor.

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They look like single-celled amoeba.

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But at a certain point,

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one of these individual amoeba undergoes some kind of stimulus. It’s not well understood. And it begins to emit a chemical signal which says, come to where I am.

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amoebae, which may be spread out over a few square yards of the forest floor,

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they all begin to congregate at this spot where this chemical signal is being broadcast from.

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And as they arrive, by the millions,

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the original cell and the first arrivals on the scene

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are literally lifted into the air

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by the arrival of millions and millions

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of individuals and this thing

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forms which is

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a couple of inches long and has

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a pointed stalk on it

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and now we’re looking at a macro

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physical organism with a weight in

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grams and

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it then sporulates

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and bursts

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and these spores spread out

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through the air and descend

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to the forest floor and

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become these free living amoeboid

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things and the whole cycle

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starts over again

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so this is, what is this?

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is this an animal that is

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dissolved into its cells

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at one stage of its existence?

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Or is it millions of animals that at one stage of their existence

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aggregate together to form something roughly analogous to a human city?

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I prefer the former explanation.

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It seems to me that…

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And we are like that. And history could well be a process like that.

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Something is torn loose in our species having to do with information processing and coding.

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And we literally have a symbiotic relationship with the word. And Western civilization begins, you know,

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in principio ad verbum, ad verbo carifactum est.

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In the beginning was the word, and the word is made flesh.

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So we’re like the carriers of this strange relationship

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to a logos, a kind of mind

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that doesn’t seem to be made of matter

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but that seems to permeate

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this planet

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various cultures

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contact this

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on various levels

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this is the spirit world of the

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shaman, this is the logos

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world of the Greek

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golden age, so forth and so on.

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And some societies call it God and some call it Gaia and some call it illusion.

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But all societies are aware of it as a potential experience.

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I think history has a purpose and that the obvious no-way-backness of it indicates that it is some kind of process

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that is designed.

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It is not a random walk.

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It’s not the accumulation of endless blunders.

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It actually has a purpose and an intent

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and it’s a style.

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And when it is fulfilled,

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it will be replaced by something else.

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Yeah, do you all understand the meme is

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kind of, you could say it’s the basic,

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if genes are the basic units of biology,

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memes are the basic units of ideology and culture

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so fascism is a meme

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Madonna is a meme

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all ideologies and all

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short term cultural phenomena are memes

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and these memes compete

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whatever happened to boy George

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that kind of thing

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apparently some go extinct

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and they can be replicated

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when you repeat my opinion

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it means you have copied the meme

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in the same way that you could copy a gene

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and when I write a book

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I am replicating my inner memes

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and sending out thousands of copies somewhat

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analogous to a virus and so

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inside society these memes

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are competing that’s what

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Buchanan means when he talks about cultural

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war it’s the meme war that he’s

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talking about.

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Shall we be white, Christian, upright,

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rectitudinous human beings,

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or shall we be dope-smoking, homoerotic?

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These are all memes.

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And as you said very well,

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they compete.

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And the human world is an environment

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in which these memes compete.

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And hopefully over time there is some kind of maximization of something.

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I don’t want to say progress,

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although casually people speak of progress,

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like we’re supposed to believe that Heidegger

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somehow has a deeper insight into reality than,

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I don’t know, I wouldn’t say Plato.

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I don’t think there’s been progress there.

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But who? What?

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No, I said please don’t.

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It was a bad example.

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The psychedelic meme is a perfect example.

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I mean, that’s a very strong, coherent, definable meme. It’s been furiously suppressed but

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continues to survive. It’s a

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healthy meme.

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It’s able to infect

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rapidly and spread through

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populations and somehow they accrue

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some benefit to it

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and so it’s

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preserved. I don’t know how

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we got off on this.

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Anybody else?

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Anything else?

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We still haven’t really gotten to what I planned to talk about this morning

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and we’re almost done.

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That’s a good sign.

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Well, it was basically just to make sure you’re fully up to speed

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on the psychedelic options available.

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No pun intended for example if

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you have a problem with the illegality of some of these substances then alpha salvinorin or

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salvia divinorum is a new plant and a new compound on the scene not scheduled, not illegal

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perfectly okay to grow, possess, advocate

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give people, so forth and so on

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and quite radical

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dislocation of the senses

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in Rimbaud’s phrase

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occurs with this, it also has some interesting

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technical aspects to it.

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The most impressive being it’s active at the one milligram level.

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A thousand micrograms of this stuff.

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And it’s smoked.

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So this is a one milligram smokable psychedelic

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that knocks the pins out from under you pretty dramatically

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for about 45 minutes.

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The leaf can be chewed.

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The plant can be grown as a house plant, so forth and so on.

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So that’s one option that’s available.

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The other thing you might…

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Can you give the name again?

00:25:59

Salvia divinorum. Yeah.

00:26:01

I’m growing something.

00:26:03

Somebody gave me a plant.

00:26:05

And so what do I do with it?

00:26:06

If you just want to take

00:26:09

the leaf,

00:26:11

get some big leaves

00:26:13

and there’s some controversy

00:26:15

about how much you need

00:26:17

or whether a lot is more than a little.

00:26:20

But anyway, I took

00:26:21

35 grams.

00:26:23

But it was a huge mouthful, I must say.

00:26:26

So try 20 grams and weigh it.

00:26:30

Remove the mid-vein so it loses volume.

00:26:34

Roll it up into a package and shove it in your mouth.

00:26:37

And lie down in darkness.

00:26:40

And slowly squeeze and chew it

00:26:43

in order to expel this juice into your mouth

00:26:47

and lie still.

00:26:50

And after about 15 or 20 minutes,

00:26:53

you’ll see what’s called streaming violet blobs of light

00:26:59

sliding past your eyes.

00:27:01

You see this after orgasms sometimes,

00:27:03

and you see it in anticipation of psychedelics often.

00:27:08

So that will happen.

00:27:10

And about three minutes after that,

00:27:12

it becomes dramatically visionary and quite bizarre.

00:27:17

I mean, on a par with DMT,

00:27:20

these stretching, sucking, liquid things,

00:27:29

and very bright, the hallucinations. And interesting to me, I’ve never had this with any other compound, I was sitting in darkness in a house

00:27:37

with a big pyramidal skylight and the moonlight shining in, the perfect circumstance for hallucinating with eyes open, sharp edges against

00:27:46

darkness, eyes open

00:27:48

there was absolutely nothing

00:27:50

going on

00:27:51

I would close my eyes

00:27:54

and it was as dramatic as turning

00:27:56

on a light, it was that quick

00:27:58

there was no transition

00:28:00

it was just I would close my eyes and here would be

00:28:02

these

00:28:03

slowly undulating three-dimensional tunnels and recessional surfaces and stuff.

00:28:11

So I find it quite fascinating.

00:28:15

And then to the chemist, it’s extremely fascinating because it’s in a class of compounds unknown to contain psychoactive compounds. Well now

00:28:26

they’re going back into it

00:28:27

and with

00:28:28

liquid CO2

00:28:33

chromatography, very cold

00:28:35

solvent chromatography which is

00:28:37

very precise

00:28:40

and non-destructive

00:28:41

they’re finding a whole

00:28:43

family of these

00:28:45

salvanorene compounds.

00:28:48

And what this will lead to

00:28:50

in terms of psychedelics,

00:28:52

treatments for mental illness, who knows?

00:28:54

It’s amazing that

00:28:55

30 years, 40 years into

00:28:58

the psychedelic revolution

00:29:00

we would discover

00:29:01

not a new compound,

00:29:03

Sasha does that three times a week,

00:29:06

but a new family, a new chemical family with psychoactivity.

00:29:12

That’s a new continent in the world of neuropsychopharmacology.

00:29:19

And then the other thing that people are doing that is very shamanic and challenging and good thing to do is you

00:29:29

probably all know about ayahuasca, this South American combinatory thing where a monoamine

00:29:37

oxidase inhibitor, banisteriopsis capi, is combined with a source of tryptamine, DMT,

00:29:43

is combined with a source of tryptamine, DMT,

00:29:46

usually cicotriaviridis.

00:29:50

And because of the MAO inhibition in the gut,

00:29:55

the tryptamine, which would normally be destroyed at that point,

00:29:59

passes through into the bloodstream and then passes the blood-brain barrier.

00:30:01

So you can make DMT orally active

00:30:04

if you complex it with an MAO inhibitor.

00:30:08

Well, a whole bunch of people have realized

00:30:11

that in most environments in the world,

00:30:15

there are tryptamine sources.

00:30:20

And so if you could combine them with an MAO inhibitor,

00:30:23

you could create local variants on Amazonian ayahuasca.

00:30:27

And they call this pharma-wasca or ana-wasca, meaning analog ayahuasca.

00:30:37

And what people are doing is they’re using pagamen harmala as the MAO inhibitor,

00:30:45

the seeds of Pagamon harmala.

00:30:47

These are little black seeds,

00:30:49

and you can get them from seed companies,

00:30:51

or you can get them at Iranian markets,

00:30:54

and they call it hormal, hormal.

00:30:57

And it’s sold in Iranian markets

00:31:00

to be thrown on hot charcoal to fumigate

00:31:06

rooms. This is just

00:31:07

a traditional use of it.

00:31:09

It kills fleas. It’s a very nice

00:31:12

smelling thing and a kind of an

00:31:13

incense. Well, if you take

00:31:15

two grams of these little black seeds

00:31:17

and grind them down,

00:31:19

that will inhibit your MAO

00:31:22

very effectively.

00:31:24

And now, any DMT-containing plant that you orally ingest will become active.

00:31:33

And it turns out that DMT is very, very common in nature.

00:31:38

It’s the commonest of all hallucinogens in nature.

00:31:42

It occurs in numerous grasses, in leguminous trees it occurs in the

00:31:50

Ruby AC it occurs in the meristic AC on and on huge families implicating this even occurs in

00:31:58

certain species of fish it occurs in human metabolism. This is interesting. A schedule one drug that you are

00:32:06

carrying around in your body, every man, woman, and child on this planet. Kind of the ultimate

00:32:11

catch-22. Everybody is breaking the law. You must have realized that anyway. So these things can be

00:32:22

complex together. Now some of the DMT sources that you might want to be aware of

00:32:27

are phalaris grasses.

00:32:30

These are prairie grasses,

00:32:31

and some of these strains are pretty stiff.

00:32:36

Red turkey is a strain of phalaris arundinaceae

00:32:41

that is pretty potent.

00:32:44

There’s a plant called

00:32:45

Desmanthus illinoyensis

00:32:47

the Illinois bundle weed

00:32:50

which apparently was

00:32:52

not used by the North American

00:32:54

Indians, it’s only been about four

00:32:55

years that it has been discovered

00:32:57

that the root bark of this plant is

00:32:59

intensely

00:33:00

contains DMT

00:33:03

and wild crafters are now

00:33:06

collecting it and you can buy that plant

00:33:10

if you go to Mexico

00:33:11

there’s a material sold in

00:33:15

Mexican pharmacies called tepescojite

00:33:18

which is the root bark of

00:33:21

mimosa hostiles, the same plant

00:33:24

implicated in Brazil

00:33:26

in a cult of a drug called Vino de Jarema.

00:33:32

That is a very mysterious and not well understood DMT preparation

00:33:39

taken orally, apparently without an MAO inhibitor.

00:33:42

Or the MAO inhibitor must also be present

00:33:45

in the single plant from which it’s prepared.

00:33:50

Other sources of DMT,

00:33:53

lespedeza bicolor,

00:33:54

that’s a clover-like ground cover.

00:34:01

Those are probably the main ones.

00:34:04

So people are experimenting with these things

00:34:06

and making farmawaska,

00:34:08

and in some cases getting off.

00:34:10

I mean, there’s a lot of clenched guts

00:34:13

and hanging over the porcelain bowl

00:34:17

in this line of research,

00:34:19

but if you hit it right,

00:34:21

you’d be very gratified.

00:34:23

Yeah, well, that’s the great thing

00:34:24

about having an underground. You get well, that’s the great thing about having an

00:34:25

underground. You get human data that you could never get in a situation of government licensing

00:34:31

because people are willing to take chances. I had a real bummer one time. I took half a dose

00:34:40

of mushrooms and half a dose of ayahuasca and it had me praying for mercy it it it was not

00:34:48

not like anything i’ve ever i’ve seen some weird territory but what this was was apparent as i

00:34:56

analyzed it later what must have been happening was short-term memory simply was not transcripting.

00:35:06

And so I was sitting there, stoned out of my mind,

00:35:09

and then this thought would come.

00:35:11

Something’s wrong. Something’s wrong.

00:35:15

So then I would search through pulse, heartbeat.

00:35:19

Nothing’s wrong.

00:35:21

You say, oh, nothing’s wrong. Okay.

00:35:23

And go back to the trip. Fifteen seconds later, something’s wrong. You say, oh, nothing’s wrong. Okay. And you go back to the trip.

00:35:25

Fifteen seconds later,

00:35:26

something’s wrong.

00:35:28

You say, nothing’s wrong.

00:35:31

And it got loopier and loopier.

00:35:34

And I had, remember that amazing scene in 2001

00:35:37

where the guy is outside the ship

00:35:40

and he says,

00:35:42

open the pod door, Hal.

00:35:44

And he says, I pod door Hal and he says

00:35:45

I can’t do that Dave

00:35:47

and I had this image

00:35:50

of the molecular machinery

00:35:51

jammed I could almost see it

00:35:54

I could see the molecule

00:35:55

locked in the

00:35:57

synaptic receptor

00:35:59

cleft and it was like

00:36:01

and I was

00:36:04

it was building toward panic and I finally I just I somehow got hold was like and I was it was building toward panic

00:36:05

and I finally I just I somehow

00:36:07

got hold of myself and I had

00:36:10

a picture which I’m sure you’ve all

00:36:11

had this picture of myself

00:36:13

in a locked ward somewhere

00:36:16

just they check in

00:36:17

once every 36 hours

00:36:19

and wash down the walls

00:36:21

and then so I just said,

00:36:25

I’m just going to sit here until it leaves.

00:36:27

And I did, and after about an hour of real hell,

00:36:33

you could just almost feel it click

00:36:36

and begin to drift out of the receptor,

00:36:39

and then the chemical, the pharmacokinetic dynamics

00:36:42

of the thing cutting.

00:36:43

I said, oh, we’re going to live to tell the tale, apparently.

00:36:47

Yeah.

00:36:49

There’s a wildflower that grows in the spring

00:36:52

in the fields in California.

00:36:53

I don’t know the name of it.

00:36:55

It’s little purple flowers,

00:36:57

and if the plant’s allowed to continue to grow,

00:37:00

it becomes a woody stem, green leaf,

00:37:04

sort of a sage green, with a stem of little purple flowers.

00:37:08

I’m sure some of you must know what it is. They also come occasionally in yellow.

00:37:12

When I walk through a field with those, I smell B&T. I know that B&T is there somewhere, but I have no idea. I’m sure you’re right there’s a yellow flowering tropical

00:37:26

bahamia in a bot garden near where I live

00:37:29

in Hawaii and the smell

00:37:32

it just rivets you when you walk by

00:37:35

and many times I’ve been in the Amazon

00:37:38

walking along a trail in the late afternoon

00:37:41

and suddenly it will just hit you

00:37:44

it will just hit you and strangely enough

00:37:47

smell is an incredibly

00:37:50

imprecise

00:37:51

sense

00:37:53

standing in a jungle

00:37:54

smelling a strange smell and asking

00:37:57

the question what makes this

00:37:59

smell

00:38:00

there are thousands of sources

00:38:03

you look around you have no idea.

00:38:06

But yeah, I think it occurs

00:38:08

as

00:38:09

a volatile in flowers

00:38:12

as some kind of an

00:38:13

attractant. It has a sweet,

00:38:16

sharp,

00:38:17

indolic smell

00:38:20

that’s very piercing.

00:38:24

What’s Syrian rue?

00:38:25

Syrian rue is Pag Pegamen Harmala.

00:38:27

That plant I mentioned

00:38:29

as the source of an MAO inhibitor.

00:38:32

If you’re interested in making these,

00:38:34

doing experiments,

00:38:35

becoming a shaman slash alchemist

00:38:38

and experimenting with making your own farmawaska,

00:38:42

get Jonathan Ott’s book

00:38:43

called Ayahuasca Analogues.

00:38:45

I think they have some copies here.

00:38:48

And he describes his self-experiments.

00:38:52

And it’s a little book, very useful.

00:38:56

It’s very satisfying, I might say,

00:38:59

to make your own stuff.

00:39:02

I mean, I wrote a book with my brother years ago

00:39:05

called Psilocybin, the Magic Mushroom Grower’s Guide.

00:39:09

Growing it is really a wonderful experience.

00:39:15

I mean, I don’t want to advocate it absolutely

00:39:18

because you could be dragged away to the can for years.

00:39:21

There’s that little detail.

00:39:24

But absent that, the way you experience

00:39:27

the organism when you grow it is incredible because you you take a 25 sack of rye

00:39:37

a human food that’s all it is you buy it at the organic grocery it’s a human food you take it home you have this snowy

00:39:46

white mycelium it’s this pure it’s a symbol of purity it’s whiteness and it will convert it

00:39:55

12 percent dry weight into tan on a cotter the flesh of the gods you know the doorway of the gods, you know, the doorway into the mysterium. And so it gets you out of

00:40:09

the cycle of criminal syndicalism that inevitably accrues to fancy dope dealing. You have produced

00:40:17

it. You know every stage of its unfoldment, and you have a very strong relationship with it.

00:40:25

The other thing is, growing mushrooms teaches all kinds of virtues

00:40:30

which serve you very well while tripping.

00:40:35

Virtues like constancy, attention to detail, patience, so forth and so on

00:40:45

so if you’re wondering

00:40:46

if you should take

00:40:49

mushrooms and you’re really in a dilemma

00:40:51

about it

00:40:52

grow them

00:40:53

if you can grow them you can take them

00:40:57

I mean that is the certain

00:40:59

entry into it

00:41:00

and of course there’s a certain mystical

00:41:02

faith that we who grow are

00:41:05

somehow more deeply in the service

00:41:08

of this thing

00:41:09

than those who simply trip

00:41:11

that’s probably

00:41:13

bullshit but it keeps us

00:41:16

at the knife and the flame

00:41:18

there’s sort of a papa mama feeling

00:41:20

about it

00:41:20

well when you

00:41:24

see a large mushroom project

00:41:26

go into fruiting,

00:41:28

it’s awesome.

00:41:29

It’s awesome. The power of

00:41:32

this thing, what a workhorse

00:41:33

this organism is. This thing

00:41:36

is so

00:41:38

efficient. I mean, imagine 12%

00:41:40

conversion of rye

00:41:41

to psilocybin. To put

00:41:44

that in perspective, that $25 bag of rye to psilocybin to put that in perspective that 25 dollar bag of rye

00:41:48

becomes 35 000 six weeks later at current market prices uh i mean not to bring the mundane in here

00:41:58

but there’s nothing wrong with feeding your children either and staying off welfare and so forth and so on.

00:42:06

Did you want to say something?

00:42:07

Did you want to say something?

00:42:08

No.

00:42:09

How much irritation have you had

00:42:13

from the government

00:42:14

because of your public stand

00:42:17

and you’re easily identified

00:42:19

and all that sort of thing?

00:42:21

Well, now this will be a hard swallow

00:42:23

for all of us

00:42:24

because the great faith

00:42:25

of our culture is that paranoia is never inappropriate. None. None. Ever. I don’t know

00:42:36

what that means. I’m paranoid enough to assume it must mean I work for them. How else could that be possible?

00:42:46

The other possibility is that they are

00:42:49

even stupider than we suppose.

00:42:52

I mean, I used to say, you know, I just use big words.

00:42:55

That’s all. They don’t clock that.

00:42:58

It never appears on their screen.

00:42:59

Another possibility, which is equally

00:43:03

humbling to all of us,

00:43:08

is that this isn’t worth bothering with.

00:43:17

Some freewheeling Irish bullshit artist and his docile flock, who cares? I sort of have the idea that there’s something called the 5% rule.

00:43:26

And it’s that you can believe anything,

00:43:30

advocate anything, practice anything,

00:43:33

and as long as you don’t gain adherence

00:43:36

of greater than 5% of the population,

00:43:38

you do not become a budgetary item

00:43:41

for repression unless you start gassing subway stations or

00:43:46

murdering judges or something and then of course you have to be dealt with But the sad thing about it is most people are thinking private health, thinking, no, it’s just a terminal.

00:44:06

You know, they’ll be able to do something.

00:44:07

I mean, they can.

00:44:09

It’s scary.

00:44:12

Lots of Prozac admissions.

00:44:16

That’s interesting.

00:44:24

Well, Prozac is a very peculiar drug in the sense that it never seems to work the same way twice.

00:44:26

I’m not sure. I think timing is very important with Prozac. I really think Prozac hasn’t been understood. It’s being

00:44:34

used to treat depression. I think what it is is it’s the magic bullet for, what is it called,

00:44:41

bullet for what is it called

00:44:43

seasonal light deficit

00:44:45

syndrome

00:44:46

I just think we are not supposed to be living

00:44:49

this far north

00:44:50

and that every year

00:44:53

we go through a culturally managed

00:44:55

depression called winter

00:44:57

or holidays

00:44:59

and people say

00:45:01

why do I feel like shit

00:45:03

and there are a million reasons but the real reason is

00:45:06

because you’re not in the tropics, dude

00:45:09

and I took Prozac

00:45:13

in the past and the feeling

00:45:16

when everything was stripped away

00:45:18

I said, you know, what is this feeling that this drug gives me

00:45:22

it’s the feeling that it’s summertime

00:45:25

your body tells you

00:45:29

that it’s the good old summertime

00:45:30

and your body likes being told that

00:45:36

I think it’s terrible

00:45:37

I live in Hawaii

00:45:38

and so I’m very aware

00:45:40

every September

00:45:42

the media of course has a totally mainland cast.

00:45:48

And so every September, you say,

00:45:50

the media starts talking about how,

00:45:52

well, summer’s over now.

00:45:55

We’re all going back to school.

00:45:58

And, you know, the sports are changing

00:46:01

and everything is changing.

00:46:03

And you can just feel in the tone

00:46:05

aha they’re fixing them all over there

00:46:08

they’re getting them ready for another

00:46:10

winter and I just

00:46:11

channel surf

00:46:13

we don’t need to be hyped

00:46:15

about how well it’s another

00:46:17

winter coming so

00:46:19

I think a lot of people are depressed

00:46:21

in the winter time and Prozac

00:46:23

and of course it’s targeting

00:46:25

serotonin reuptake and serotonin this is not air serotonin has a complex light mediated chemistry

00:46:32

in the pineal this is all about light strangely enough this serotonin deep pineal hydroxy

00:46:40

tryptamine chemistry melanin which gives you your suntan is a

00:46:46

further breakdown product of melatonin which is a conversion from serotonin to melatonin that goes on in the pineal

00:46:55

mediated by a harmine like enzyme called a denner oglu merotropin

00:47:00

By the physiologist but called by the chemists six methoxy tetrahydroharmalan and there is

00:47:08

actually a part of the optic pathway that breaks off and carries physical light into the center of

00:47:16

your brain in order to drive this pineal chemistry that’s why light and depression are so dramatically linked I mean there’s actually a lot

00:47:26

light actually gets into your pineal gland

00:47:29

and there mediates certain chemical processes

00:47:33

well the morning has fled

00:47:36

as they always do

00:47:38

enjoy your afternoon

00:47:40

we’ll be back here at four

00:47:41

and if you don’t like the way this is going

00:47:44

come armed with questions and agendas

00:47:47

thank you

00:47:49

so I hope you’re enjoying

00:47:55

Esalen and making good use of your time

00:47:58

one way or another

00:47:59

this evening we’ll talk about the time wave

00:48:04

I see the computer is in the room

00:48:07

so assuming we can get it up and running

00:48:09

we’ll talk about that

00:48:11

before I get started this afternoon

00:48:15

I want to give you my URL

00:48:17

so that you can find the website

00:48:23

the website is really my substitute for myself,

00:48:30

and I’m trying to make it more interesting than I am by far.

00:48:36

And I’ve only been at it a year,

00:48:38

but it’s already up over 15 megabytes and growing.

00:48:44

And the idea is that if I have some enthusiasm

00:48:47

I put it on the website and then even though my

00:48:51

interests may wander elsewhere and I no longer care

00:48:55

about reform in the Seychelles or

00:48:59

something else, it’s there in its pristine form

00:49:04

spell checked, illustrated, hair-combed.

00:49:07

That’s the way we want to be seen.

00:49:10

And there are many, many pointers

00:49:13

to everything from developments in AI

00:49:18

to pharmacology to nasty pictures

00:49:23

because it’s a huge website

00:49:25

so if some part of what is touched on here

00:49:30

physics, mathematics, chemistry, sociology

00:49:33

you want to follow up

00:49:35

go to the website

00:49:37

and there will be a button there for you

00:49:41

so just to take one of these

00:49:44

and hand them around

00:49:45

and that’ll probably do it

00:49:49

for the whole group.

00:49:51

Do you all understand

00:49:52

what a URL is?

00:49:54

A uniform resource locator?

00:49:56

Exactly.

00:49:56

I don’t think you need

00:49:57

to tell me much more.

00:49:59

Well, but at least you know.

00:50:03

It’s the address, as it were,

00:50:06

of the website on the Internet,

00:50:08

on the World Wide Web.

00:50:10

This guy’s for real? He’s alive?

00:50:12

He’ll talk to me? Wow!

00:50:14

I mean, because you imagine people who write books

00:50:16

reside in some seventh heaven,

00:50:19

unaccessible by normal human beings.

00:50:22

Well, or just inundated with too much stuff

00:50:24

to bother with,

00:50:28

you know, with a question about your writing.

00:50:30

It was great. It was great stuff.

00:50:32

Yeah, well, it’s nice to get questions.

00:50:37

To put the greatness of writers in perspective,

00:50:40

I’ll tell you a story about the last time I dealt with my publisher at Bantam in New York.

00:50:47

time I dealt with my publisher at Bantam in New York, sitting across from those people above the 50th floor, how I come off to them is, well, now let’s see, Mr. McKenna, we have

00:50:55

current sales figures in front of us. You’re kind of a 60,000 copy kind of guy, aren’t

00:51:03

you? And frankly, Mr. McKenna, around here that really butters no bread.

00:51:08

We’re interested in the million-plus seller.

00:51:12

We can carry people like you, of course,

00:51:15

given that we have substantial successes in other fields,

00:51:20

and on and on like that.

00:51:23

To which I replied,

00:51:24

so I guess you’re not taking me to dinner at Elaine’s

00:51:28

which was true

00:51:30

not even tea

00:51:31

well, is there anything out of this morning

00:51:36

that anybody wants to take up?

00:51:38

yeah, I had a question when you were talking about

00:51:41

growing psilocybin and then

00:51:43

or growing the mushrooms,

00:51:45

and I, it just kind of sparked something in me.

00:51:50

Do you have a connection with the devic realms,

00:51:54

the nature spirits?

00:51:55

Is that something that comes up for you in this work?

00:52:00

Well, I don’t know.

00:52:01

Is a self-transforming elf machine a deva?

00:52:05

I don’t,. Is a self-transforming elf machine a deva? What do you mean?

00:52:06

This is a phrase that has been associated with me for many, many years.

00:52:13

I encounter self-transforming elf machines,

00:52:17

which are creatures, entities, perhaps,

00:52:22

although they’re not made out of matter.

00:52:24

They’re made out of, as nearly as I can figure it out, they’re made out of syntax driving light.

00:52:30

But if what your question addresses is the issue of entities on the other side, there are definitely entities on the other side for me,

00:52:45

and there seem to be such for many, many other people.

00:52:50

I’m not by any standard sensitive,

00:52:56

so if I get entities,

00:53:00

then they are substantial and capable of defending themselves.

00:53:05

It’s one of the most challenging parts of the whole psychedelic landscape

00:53:11

because most people can accept the idea of disordered sensory input,

00:53:19

recovery of traumatic memory material, so forth and so on.

00:53:23

But what are we to do with an elf

00:53:25

that becomes a little harder

00:53:28

to contextualize in psychoanalytic theory

00:53:31

although Jung did a good job

00:53:34

when he said autonomous elements

00:53:37

can escape from the psyche’s control

00:53:39

and present themselves as independent entities

00:53:43

I’m not sure he’s ever seen a self-transforming elf machine.

00:53:49

Are those devic entities, do you think?

00:53:55

Yeah, I don’t have any homosynogenic experience.

00:54:01

Myself, I’m more familiar with connections in nature

00:54:08

and other experiences that people have had

00:54:10

in horn group or being in the Himalayas

00:54:14

that kind of thing

00:54:16

so what you’re saying is through your experiences

00:54:20

with pharmaceuticals

00:54:24

you have that experience even if you’re not having it when

00:54:26

you’re not oh it’s it’s the defining characteristic of the true dmt flash i mean it is not subtle

00:54:37

it’s these things mob you like badly trained rottweilers they come bounding forward by the dozens, by the hundreds

00:54:47

they jump into your body

00:54:49

they jump out of your body

00:54:51

and I thought

00:54:55

it maps to some degree

00:54:57

over the archetype of the little people

00:55:01

the leprechaun, the fae

00:55:03

and being Irish and being Jungian, I’m willing to entertain,

00:55:08

you know, maybe I have a special relationship to this stuff. But then in the Amazon, the people

00:55:15

using DMT that I studied in the early 70s, the reason they did it, they said, was to speak with the little people what puzzles me about my contacts with these

00:55:28

beings is it conforms to

00:55:31

let’s say the Irish model

00:55:34

they are small, they live under hills

00:55:39

or when you’re with them you have a sense that you are somehow underground

00:55:43

they are full of merriment

00:55:48

almost to a manic and frightening level it’s sort of like a Bugs Bunny cartoon gone berserk

00:55:55

they are friendly but play rough in other words it’s a land of explosions and falling anvils. It’s like a roadrunner cartoon or something. But the overwhelming feeling is love, but I spell it L-U-V to distinguish it from the ordinary kind because it’s just this kind of crazy childish affection and they’re delighted

00:56:28

to have me in their presence well now that all sort of corresponds with the Irish model or with

00:56:37

worldwide folklore of little creatures little people in the woods what’s happening that is

00:56:46

not mappable

00:56:48

onto fairyland or

00:56:49

leprechauns or findhornian

00:56:51

beings or anything like that or anything

00:56:54

else I’ve ever heard of

00:56:55

is that these entities have an

00:56:58

agenda and

00:56:59

it’s a very curious agenda

00:57:02

they

00:57:03

use a language which you see.

00:57:08

It is made out of sound.

00:57:11

In other words, it is sound,

00:57:15

but you see it in that state.

00:57:18

And the entire point of the encounter,

00:57:23

from their perspective, seems to be to teach you to

00:57:27

do this they want you to transform your language they want you to speak elfish

00:57:36

and you know what if you’ve never done DMT and you just smoked it and you’re 30 seconds into this experience and this is what it’s come down to, you wonder what to make of it.

00:57:52

I’ve thought about this for years and years and years and I don’t know why there should be an invisible syntactical intelligence giving language lessons in hyperspace.

00:58:04

practical intelligence giving language lessons in hyperspace.

00:58:13

But that certainly consistently seems to be what is happening.

00:58:18

I’ve thought a lot about language as a result of that,

00:58:21

and several things about it.

00:58:27

First of all, it is the most remarkable thing we do, I think. And we talked a little bit this morning about epigenetic behaviors.

00:58:33

Chomsky showed that language, the deep structure of language,

00:58:37

is under genetic control.

00:58:39

But that’s like the assembly language level.

00:58:43

Local expressions of language are epigenetic.

00:58:49

And it seems to me that language is some kind of enterprise of human beings

00:58:55

that is not finished.

00:58:59

That we have now left the grunts and the digs of the elbow somewhat in the dust but the most

00:59:07

articulate brilliantly pronounced and projected the english or french or german or chinese

00:59:14

is still a poor carrier of our intent a very limited bandwidth for the intense compression of data that we are trying

00:59:28

to put across to each other. And it occurs to me from studying McLuhan and other people that

00:59:36

the ratios of the senses, the ratio between the eye and the ear and so forth this also is not genetically fixed

00:59:46

there are ear cultures and there are eye cultures

00:59:51

print cultures and electronic cultures

00:59:54

so it may be that our perfection and our completion

01:00:02

lies in the perfection and completion of the word.

01:00:06

Again, this curious theme of the word and its effort to concretize itself.

01:00:12

A language that you can see is far less ambiguous than a language that you hear.

01:00:22

If I read the paragraph of Proust, then we could spend the rest of the afternoon

01:00:27

discussing what did he mean. But if we look at a piece of sculpture by Henry Moore, we can discuss

01:00:36

what did he mean, but at a certain level there is a kind of shared bedrock that isn’t in the Proust passage. We each stop at a different level with the textual

01:00:48

passage. With the three-dimensional object, we all sort of start from the same place and then

01:00:54

work out our interpretations. You know, is it a nude? Is it an animal? Is it bronze? Is it wood? Is it poignant? Is it comical? So forth and so on.

01:01:07

So this is not a very scientific part of the rap,

01:01:13

because it’s very hard to convince people that there are non-human intelligences this side of Gnebel-Gnubi.

01:01:20

And when you tell them that these non-human intelligences are accessed through

01:01:26

the diminutive mushrooms

01:01:27

growing on their front lawn

01:01:29

they just write you off as a squirrel

01:01:32

but this

01:01:34

question of the non-human

01:01:36

intelligences is very

01:01:38

very much

01:01:39

on the agenda, all shamans

01:01:41

in all times and places

01:01:43

have claimed this. And the thing that

01:01:48

so pleases me about DMT is, you know, a lot of people will not take a psychedelic like LSD or

01:01:57

psilocybin or something because it lasts hours and hours. Inevitably, a thing lasting that long,

01:02:07

hours, inevitably a thing lasting that long, you’re going to end up dealing with your stuff,

01:02:13

your anxiety, your fear, your this and that. A lot of people don’t care for that sort of thing,

01:02:24

whether that’s good or bad is another issue. With DMT, it lasts four minutes. And so how lost in an examination of childhood trauma

01:02:26

can you get in four minutes

01:02:28

especially when you have hundreds of elves

01:02:30

tugging at your coat sleeves

01:02:31

so it’s really an incredibly powerful tool

01:02:36

we have the UFO people

01:02:39

claiming there are non-human intelligences

01:02:42

but they have no reliable method of contact that works for a skeptic.

01:02:48

The great thing about DMT is it doesn’t require belief, a quality I mentioned last night as belonging to the truth.

01:02:58

The truth requires no belief. It is the truth.

01:03:02

belief it is the truth.

01:03:06

I’m sure there are probably people listening to my words at this moment who have

01:03:08

encountered these entities.

01:03:11

This, to my mind, is the

01:03:13

great and chilling

01:03:15

mystery in the center of the psychedelics.

01:03:18

And once you’ve encountered

01:03:20

these things, you have

01:03:22

to take them seriously

01:03:23

to the point of you have to understand

01:03:26

where do they fit into the great order of being?

01:03:30

What are these things?

01:03:33

How can there be a life form not made of matter?

01:03:37

In other words, how can they be intelligent and coherent

01:03:40

but have no fixed body outline?

01:03:43

coherent, but have no fixed body outline.

01:03:49

Are they, is the universe in fact populated by non-human, non-material intelligences

01:03:53

that we somehow contact using drugs?

01:03:55

I mean, that’s one possibility.

01:03:57

That’s beyond the DMT experience.

01:03:59

That’s the question, yes.

01:04:00

Where are they when you’re not there?

01:04:03

Is it an ongoing thing are they

01:04:06

is something going on on this planet are these the controllers are you getting into a back

01:04:13

channel that you’re not weren’t cleared for uh uh or and this is to my mind the most chilling and appalling and exhilarating possibility of all,

01:04:27

when you go back over the shamanism thing,

01:04:32

you say, you know, you shamans, now where is this all coming from?

01:04:36

They will tell you it comes from ancestors.

01:04:40

Well, that’s a cheerful and fairly sanitized concept,

01:04:43

but when you deconstruct it, ancestors are dead people.

01:04:49

What is actually being suggested there

01:04:51

is that there is a kind of ecology of souls,

01:04:55

one energy threshold over,

01:04:57

that is co-present with this world.

01:05:01

Well, strangely enough,

01:05:03

that’s what the Irish myth of the Fae says says these are dead people these

01:05:10

are souls that linger in our environment and this is what souls look like again folklore is only a

01:05:20

guide but if what we are dabbling with if what lies at the end of the road of shamanism

01:05:26

is the dissolution of the boundary between life and death itself, then the million-year

01:05:32

intuition that this was a path worth following will be dramatically vindicated. And one of

01:05:40

the reasons I’ve preached DMT so furiously is I just want a larger body of people to take it

01:05:48

so that we can compare data.

01:05:51

We need to understand, you know, how is this possible?

01:05:55

It raises a whole host of questions.

01:05:59

One is, not only how is this possible,

01:06:02

but then given that it is possible,

01:06:05

how has it been kept secret?

01:06:08

How can millions of people go to the grave,

01:06:13

raise children, hold jobs, so forth and so on,

01:06:16

go to the grave, and the news of a doorway

01:06:20

standing that agape hasn’t penetrated? I mean, most people believe they’re imprisoned

01:06:28

in this world and that the only hope is maybe 15 years at the ashram and hideous acts of

01:06:37

self-abnegation and control and so forth and so on. And actually, the boundary between us and an unspeakably bizarre world,

01:06:47

it’s 30 seconds away at any time,

01:06:51

as long as you have DMT available to smoke.

01:06:55

That’s appalling to me.

01:06:57

I mean, it means we don’t know nothing.

01:06:59

Yeah.

01:07:00

You talk about trying to map your experiences

01:07:02

onto the myths.

01:07:04

What if it’s possible that you could look at the myths for information of mastery?

01:07:08

That is, we’ve no longer masters of this doorway.

01:07:11

We’re trying to rediscover mastery that’s been held for thousands of years.

01:07:15

Maybe there’s something we can find in the myths

01:07:16

that tell us a behavior or a mode of being in that state that would be useful.

01:07:20

For instance, catching a leprechaun and getting the pot of gold

01:07:22

implies there’s some kind of game we can play with them that yields some value.

01:07:27

Yeah, well, the

01:07:28

classical myth about leprechauns

01:07:30

is that they want to

01:07:32

keep you.

01:07:33

If they catch you, or if you

01:07:36

mess with them, they’ll hold you.

01:07:38

And then you have to bargain

01:07:40

your way out. And the bargain

01:07:42

is always the solution of a

01:07:44

riddle. notice that what’s

01:07:46

happening here is it’s all about

01:07:47

linguistic prowess

01:07:49

it’s all about poetic skill

01:07:52

it’s all about language ability

01:07:54

only the eloquent

01:07:56

only the clever

01:07:57

only those who are masters

01:08:00

of riddlery and pun

01:08:01

are acceptable to these

01:08:04

entities apparently that’s what they value why? masters of riddlery and pun are acceptable to these entities.

01:08:05

Apparently that’s what they value.

01:08:08

Why?

01:08:11

I guess because they’re made of language.

01:08:14

And they themselves have,

01:08:17

when I try to describe to people what they are,

01:08:20

or what they look like, various things can be said.

01:08:23

They’re like self-dribbling jeweled

01:08:27

basketballs in other words they don’t have faces or anything not the little yellow leather jerkins

01:08:35

and the curve pointed shoes not that dribbling self self-dribbling jeweled basketballs and they use the language to

01:08:45

make objects

01:08:47

that’s what this language

01:08:50

how this language is different

01:08:51

from ordinary English

01:08:53

English we can make meaning

01:08:56

the DMT

01:08:58

language makes objects

01:09:00

it’s like a higher dimensional

01:09:02

language and so these

01:09:03

things bound forward

01:09:05

with the complete purpose of delighting you

01:09:09

and they reach into the air

01:09:11

into their bodies

01:09:13

into some nearby invisible dimension

01:09:15

and they pull out

01:09:17

what I would call words

01:09:21

puns

01:09:22

objects

01:09:23

hallucinations,

01:09:26

things which manage to be all those things simultaneously.

01:09:29

And they say, look at this.

01:09:32

And it’s purely designed to dazzle and astound.

01:09:36

And then a colleague will elbow the little guy aside

01:09:41

and say, no, look at this.

01:09:43

And they’re all in front of you, chirping,

01:09:46

clamoring. And these objects that they make begin themselves to speak and float away and reproduce.

01:09:54

And you’re, you know, you’ve arrived. 30 seconds ago, you were sitting in a room with your grubby

01:10:00

friend somewhere pursuing spiritual understanding. Now this is going on, and it’s very hard to not be horrified.

01:10:09

I mean, the cognitive dissonance, the neck-snapping switch of dimensions,

01:10:15

and then after about three, four, five minutes, it retracts.

01:10:22

It loses its vitality

01:10:26

and it begins to

01:10:28

pull away from you

01:10:29

almost like a boat pulling away from a dock

01:10:32

and in fact I had one trip

01:10:34

where metaphorically

01:10:36

not having hands

01:10:38

they all turned and waved

01:10:40

and said

01:10:41

deja vu

01:10:42

deja vu

01:10:44

which is of course absurd and said, déjà vu, déjà vu,

01:10:47

which is, of course, absurd.

01:10:51

Now, people can say all kinds of things.

01:10:52

They can say, well, this is just the autonomous sub-structures of the psyche manifesting themselves.

01:10:57

That sounds to me like a lawyer’s explanation.

01:11:01

Yeah.

01:11:02

In light of that, allow me to extend the skeptical line

01:11:05

just a bit further.

01:11:07

Your description of

01:11:10

the event, is

01:11:12

it common to

01:11:13

everyone who has participated

01:11:16

to your knowledge as a representative?

01:11:18

10%, 50%, 75%?

01:11:20

Are they equal in

01:11:22

description? Do they vary?

01:11:24

Is this unique to your description?

01:11:27

All good questions.

01:11:30

It’s hard to smoke DMT, especially if you’re not a smoker.

01:11:35

It’s harsh. Some people don’t get enough.

01:11:39

I would say of the people who smoke as much as I think you should smoke,

01:11:49

of the people who smoke as much as I think you should smoke, 75% probably report something like this. It’s hard for people to report. I mean, I’ve had years and years of practice. What I’ve

01:11:58

just told you about this is an incredibly crumpled, compressed, edited version.

01:12:06

Because what is really happening in there is unspeakably bizarre.

01:12:13

Unspeakably bizarre.

01:12:15

That seems in fact to be its quality, that it is unspeakable.

01:12:20

And that therefore in order to speak of it, you have to make a leap of faith

01:12:27

to this higher-order glossolalia-like language.

01:12:33

Ayahuasca is a slow-release DMT

01:12:37

if you deconstruct it pharmacologically,

01:12:41

so that instead of it happening, DMT,

01:12:43

instead of it happening in four minutes of it happening in four minutes it

01:12:45

happens over four hours again at very high dose ayahuasca and at very high dose psilocybin

01:12:52

these entities begin to emerge when I take psilocybin I sometime in the second hour I pass through a place which I’ve learned to recognize it’s a feeling and I call

01:13:09

it elf country and there are no elves but there’s a feeling and then I call them you know and

01:13:20

following the directions of a favorite episode of I Love Lucy,

01:13:26

I call them by saying,

01:13:28

come in, little green men, come in, little green men.

01:13:32

It’s simply a permitting.

01:13:35

It’s simply an invocation.

01:13:38

And then they approach like a nawari band from a distance.

01:13:43

You can hear the brass

01:13:46

and the drum as they get

01:13:48

closer and it begins

01:13:50

as a sound, it’s very interesting

01:13:52

it begins as a sound

01:13:53

and as it gets louder

01:13:55

there comes a point

01:13:57

where imperceptibly

01:13:59

it becomes visible

01:14:01

and then all I can say

01:14:04

is it gets bigger,

01:14:05

just like someone marching toward you

01:14:08

through three-dimensional space.

01:14:09

And so it goes from being a little phenomenon

01:14:12

on the horizon of your awareness

01:14:14

to you’re there, you’re with them,

01:14:17

you’re playing the tuba, you’re marching along,

01:14:20

it’s happening.

01:14:21

And then they sort of peel off and march away

01:14:24

and leave you in the same way they came.

01:14:28

The archetype of this phenomenon, as far as I can tell,

01:14:32

is the archetype of the circus.

01:14:35

DMT is somehow the cosmic circus.

01:14:39

And if you analyze what the circus is,

01:14:43

it’s a closed environment of permitted outrageousness

01:14:49

that roves the straight landscape,

01:14:54

setting up in one town and then another and then another.

01:14:58

And it’s a thing of wonder and light.

01:15:03

And carny people are loose. They’re not like you and me. I remember in the little town

01:15:08

I grew up in every 4th of July the carnival would come to town for cherry day and

01:15:15

We kids were told we couldn’t stay out after 9 o’clock when the carnival was in town because there was just this aura

01:15:23

More liquor was being consumed,

01:15:25

more people were staying up late,

01:15:28

so forth and so on.

01:15:29

And if you analyze the circus,

01:15:32

it has all the elements of the DMT thing.

01:15:35

I mean, there’s the center ring,

01:15:38

the clowns,

01:15:39

and Henry Munn, in a wonderful essay

01:15:41

on psilocybin mushrooms,

01:15:43

called The Mushrooms of Language,

01:15:46

describes them as self-performing acrobatic bits of grammar,

01:15:54

is how he describes them.

01:15:55

This is clearly the same thing.

01:15:59

The circus is a wonderful place for children,

01:16:03

but it has behind that a dark side.

01:16:08

I think my own earliest reminiscence

01:16:11

of what I could call erotic awareness,

01:16:15

I must have been very, very young,

01:16:18

under three because I was being held by people,

01:16:21

and I was taken to a circus,

01:16:23

and there was a woman there in a tiny g-string costume

01:16:28

spinning hanging by her teeth up near the center and it was all there death and eros and risk and

01:16:37

drama and you know I got it so there’s all that in the circus but then there’s also the wiggy side

01:16:46

you know, the bearded lady

01:16:49

the goat-faced boy, the thing in the bottle

01:16:52

that’s all just off the main event

01:16:55

and then the circus

01:16:58

packs up and leaves and everything is the same

01:17:01

except there’s some crumpled paper blowing around

01:17:04

in the wind

01:17:05

and every little boy and girl worth their salt wants to run off and join the circus so this is

01:17:13

the archetype of of dmt a completely uh self-contained transformative uh world filled with all kinds of implications.

01:17:28

It’s incredibly mercurial.

01:17:30

It’s incredibly trickster-like.

01:17:32

Yes, it’s as though Hermes had divided into a thousand subalterns

01:17:37

all set going at once.

01:17:43

You’re listening to The Psychedelic Salon,

01:17:46

where people are changing their lives one thought at a time.

01:17:51

How much irritation have you had from the government

01:17:56

because of your public stand and you’re easily identified and all that sort of thing?

01:18:03

Well, now, this will be a hard swallow for all of us

01:18:05

because the great faith of our culture

01:18:08

is that paranoia is never inappropriate.

01:18:12

None.

01:18:14

None.

01:18:16

Ever.

01:18:17

I don’t know what that means.

01:18:19

I’m paranoid enough to assume it must mean I work for them.

01:18:27

How else could that be possible?

01:18:32

The other possibility is that they are even stupider than we suppose.

01:18:39

Now I realize that you are intelligent enough to realize that Terrence was joking just then,

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but there are some poor souls floating around in the world who are convinced that the only reason Terrence was never bothered by government authorities is that he was an undercover CIA asset.

01:18:51

And this false assumption began with a podcast that I did many years ago,

01:18:56

in which Terrence was joking about the mushroom being an intelligence that he was working for.

01:19:01

that he was working for.

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But our psychedelic Alex Jones took that comment out of context and created a big conspiracy theory about Terrence being a narc.

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It’s complete nonsense, of course,

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but if you know anyone who is into conspiracy theories,

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then you already know that facts makes no difference to them.

01:19:20

Hopefully, this recent comment by Terrence won’t be used to further this madness.

01:19:26

Now, you may wonder why I left the segment in where Terrence went into great detail explaining what a URL is,

01:19:33

but only passed out a flyer with his own URL on it without reading it out aloud.

01:19:38

Well, I left that bit in because I thought that for our younger salonners,

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it would be good to hear how we talked about the internet back when it was only a couple of years old.

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In fact, in 1996, Americans with internet access spent less than 30 minutes a month

01:19:58

surfing the web. Now, while today there are over 4 billion people who are connected to the net,

01:20:10

Now, while today there are over 4 billion people who are connected to the net, back in 1996, there were less than 40 million people worldwide who were connected.

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So, it was a new toy that most of the people attending one of Terrence’s workshops had not yet used.

01:20:30

I’ll put a link to Terrence’s site in today’s program notes, but it’s an easy one to remember. You just go to levity.com, that’s L-E-V-I-T-Y dot com, slash eschaton, E-S-C-H-A-T-O-N.

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And that brings you to his homepage, which says,

01:20:37

There are three approaches to what is really one domain.

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Hyperborea, The Novelty Report, Terrence McKenna.

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And there are links to those three. And that entire site is

01:20:47

still online and available for you to visit. And for a site back in 1996, Terrence was correct.

01:20:54

It was a larger than average size site. Of course, the 15 megabytes that Terrence was bragging about

01:21:02

as being the size of his website, well, that’s about one-half the size of the podcast file

01:21:07

that you’re listening to right now.

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Now, that’s something to think about,

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because I’m sure that this single podcast file

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doesn’t have twice as much information included in it

01:21:19

as does that old site of Terence’s.

01:21:22

Now, on another note,

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I probably shouldn’t keep promoting

01:21:26

Uval Noah Harari’s book Homo Deus

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until I do a full review of it here,

01:21:32

but I couldn’t help think about it

01:21:34

when Terence was talking about history

01:21:36

being a genetic process

01:21:37

and that we are possibly being controlled

01:21:40

by our genetic codes

01:21:41

as much as we are by our minds.

01:21:44

And the reason I thought about Harari’s book is that, well,

01:21:47

that particular topic is how the book begins.

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Now before I go, I’d like to insert a little heresy here.

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Over the years, and on numerous occasions, we’ve heard Terence

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speculate that these otherworldly entities, that ones that

01:22:04

we sometimes seem to encounter in

01:22:06

psychedelic states, are what he calls an ecology of souls, in other words, our ancestors. And before

01:22:13

I state my heresy, I should add that on more than one occasion, I too have encountered what at the

01:22:20

time I thought to be non-human intelligences. So I’m not putting down on the idea that something seemingly real and non-human

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does take place with a lot of people when they are in a psychedelic state.

01:22:33

That said, I think that there may be another possibility for those experiences,

01:22:38

and that is that they may be the result of us projecting our subconscious thoughts

01:22:44

about dead people that we knew in such a way that makes their spirits the result of us projecting our subconscious thoughts about dead people that we

01:22:45

knew in such a way that makes their spirits seem alive to us. In other words, the spirits of your

01:22:52

ancestors are still present in your mind. They linger there, to use Terence’s phrase. Right now,

01:22:58

in fact, as I think about my dad, his spirit is present with me. Could a similar but more powerful energy field of remembrance

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also be what Terence calls an ecology of souls? And in case you’re wondering what I think about

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this, well I’m sorry to say that you’re going to have to just keep wondering because I’m still

01:23:19

wondering about it myself. Having been trained as a lawyer, where we had to be prepared to argue both sides of a

01:23:25

case, I can argue both sides of that question as well. But before you accept Terence’s ecology of

01:23:32

souls metaphor, maybe you can have some fun if you keep your mind open to consider all possibilities

01:23:38

when it comes to what happens after we die, and not just take Terrence’s opinion as gospel.

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And on that cheery note, this is Lorenzo, signing off from Cyberdelic Space. Be well, my friends. Thank you.