Program Notes

Guest speaker: Terence McKenna

[NOTE: All quotations are by Terence McKenna.]

“You discover that truth is philosophical coinage for the naïve. The ‘banks’ of philosophy do not trade federal truth certificates.”

“All knowing is incredibly provisional, and this is something which is hidden within the context of the culture, because cultures don’t run around announcing how they haven’t got their act together.”

“What the psychedelic thing is about, or at least for me, is it’s a kind of sensual glorification of multiplicity.”

“We are, literally, a schizophrenic species. We are at war with our own nature. Civilization, whatever that means, is felt to be so fragile an enterprise that it’s constantly refusing to come to terms with the context in which it finds itself, which is the animal body, sexuality, emotion, pain, desire, elation, ecstasy, and so we go outside of those things and create a generalized abstraction and reason backward.”

“The reason psychedelics, I think, are so frightening to the guardians of social order is because they represent a direct addressing of experience.”

“What the psychedelics show, that is a secret that some people don’t want told, is that we can redesign our behavior. We can change very, very quickly.”

“The whole history of humanness is a history of unexpected adaptive response to unusual circumstances.”

“Whatever the imagination is, psychedelics catalyze it, psychedelics enhance it.”

“If we could feel the consequences of what we are doing we would stop doing it… . We’re like someone half-awake inside a burning building.”

“Everywhere where reason has shown its light the greater darkness has been revealed.”

“The truth, for sure, when it arrives, will make you smile. If it doesn’t you should seek a deeper truth.”

“History is the necessary distortion of an animal species to lead it to the brink of an ontological transformation.”

“The magic, if that’s the word, or the grandiosity, the power of ecstatic exultation that resides in the psychedelic is because it is literally a change of dimensional perspective.”

“The real test of your psychedelic authenticity is your ability to write a novel.”

“The quintessence of understanding is the ability to occupy other people’s points of view.”

“Not reckless dose but committed dose. Not to see if it works. It works, other people have established that. You don’t need to do research to confirm that it’s psychoactive.”

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Greetings from Cyberdelic Space, this is Lorenzo and I’m your host here in the Psychedelic

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Salon.

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This is Lorenzo, and I’m your host here in the Psychedelic Salon.

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And starting on a very happy note, thanks to the generosity of several of our fellow salonners who either bought a copy of one of my books or who made a direct donation to the salon,

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well, now that my friend John Jay covered this month’s expenses,

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we also now have a really good start on next month as well.

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So everything is on schedule and under budget.

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Now, what we’re about to hear is the beginning of a weekend event featuring Terrence McKenna

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that took place during the month of August 1993.

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Maybe you know somebody that was there.

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Apparently it was a large crowd, and as usual, the workshop began by going around the room and letting people say a little something about themselves.

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Since this is an unedited tape, I’m assuming that none of these people gave their permission to have their names and stories made public, and so I cut all of that out.

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However, you’ll be hearing all of Terrence’s opening remarks for the evening, and one of the first things that he brings up,

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interestingly, was his own role in the new world of infotainment. He even referred to himself as

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a dancing bear, and I think that you’ll find his observations are quite intriguing. So let’s go

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back in time to a Friday night in California during the month of August, 1993.

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So one of the things that’s really important, I think, about psychedelic get-togethers,

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however marginal and contrived, is that everybody gets to see who else is in the community.

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You know, most of the time we’re fairly deep in the closet

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and can’t be told from a typical convention

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of investment bankers

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or sports car enthusiasts

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or anything else.

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Well, I won’t keep you too long tonight

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because, as I said,

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a lot of people came a long distance.

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I always think about these things

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before because I wonder

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you know is it changing

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and is what’s my

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role in relationship to it

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is it to have I sort of

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fallen into being

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some kind of

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gatekeeper or

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in the worst case dancing bear.

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You know, this issue of infotainment.

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And recently I found myself in clubs at four in the morning

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raving at people at high decibel with the perfect knowledge

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that they couldn’t understand a word I was saying.

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And I wonder, you know,

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this is a strange thing to happen to a philosopher.

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Is this what my daddy raised me for?

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Which clubs are you raving about?

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Blow my cover.

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Los Angeles.

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Well, not in L.A. yet.

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In San Francisco, we did a rave that was it the

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Paradise Club but down below market and in the Fox War field I appeared with the

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shaman which was insane I mean to they give you a microphone and just push you

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on stage and it’s just breathing on one of these

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microphones makes the walls

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move back

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and

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megatriplice in London

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I appeared there and knowledge

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the point being

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I keep trying to

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understand where to put

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the psychedelic

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experience in terms of the available cultural pigeonholes.

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Is it to subvert academic thinking?

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Is it to ignore all that constipated bourgeois dominator malarkey

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and go for the kids?

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malarkey and go for the kids and then I’ve been here

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as scholar in residence for a week

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and so I’ve given a couple of lectures

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which naturally some of the themes we’ll talk about

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have been anticipated

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and I think what is the point

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of thinking this way

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the way I’m willing to purvey,

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rather than some other way?

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I mean, what is so great about this point of view?

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And I decided that it’s actually,

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the final defense is that it’s the most fun.

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That I don’t, I think it’s,

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and this is not normally

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how we evaluate ideologies

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normally the concern is

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which is true

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and then whatever is decided is true

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no matter how dreary

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and depressing that may be

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then somehow because it’s true

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some enormous moral obligation

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descends upon you to believe in it

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I remember this from my own intellectual journey

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when I was 14, 15 and 16

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the world looked very bleak

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and so I read Camus

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and Sartre

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and the lesser lights of that dreary French existential school.

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And because it was true, you had to come to terms with it, supposedly.

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You know, life is a drag.

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But as you mature intellectually or as you spiral off the track into madness whichever my

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particular development can be described as you discovered that truth is

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philosophical coinage for the naive the banks of philosophy do not trade federal truth certificates.

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That’s for the hoi polloi.

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What’s going on among the professionals is something very different, a sense of the limitations of knowledge.

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Cogito ergo sum, I think, therefore I am,

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appeared to be a kind of axiom, a kind of bedrock statement.

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I think, therefore I am.

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Now somehow in the 17th century, this appeared to have some kind of incontrovertible logic about it.

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Like, you know, I am I.

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But when you analyze it,

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it’s an incredibly complex statement

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embedded in assumptions

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that can barely be languished.

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I mean, just look at the connector, therefore,

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and try to wrap your mind around what this actually means and what are the limits of the meaning and what is implied.

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It’s a profoundly intuitive concept, not easily languaged.

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all knowing is incredibly provisional and this is something which is hidden

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within the context of a culture

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because cultures don’t run around

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announcing how they haven’t got their acts together

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that’s not what culture is about

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culture is all about announcing how we do have our act together

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look at this gothic cathedral or look at this Stonehenge

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or look at this wonderful human sacrifice we just put on here.

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We know what we’re doing.

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We know how to run nature and ourselves.

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In the 20th century, at last, the evolution of philosophy

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has become sophisticated enough to sort of question this search for truth.

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I studied philosophy from somebody some of you may have read or personally known, Paul Feyerabend,

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who was a wonderful philosopher of science and essentially an anarchist.

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an anarchist he wrote a book called against method and he talks in there about the provisional nature of knowing and how naive we are in the ways in

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which we manipulate data about the world just as an example we imbibe without question the very complex

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philosophical assumptions that lie behind probability theory so that for

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instance talking about averages poses no intellectual problem for us. You know, if you measure,

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if you want to know how much current is running through a wire

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and you take ten measurements

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and you add them and you divide by ten,

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we then say this is how much current is running through the wire.

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Strangely enough, when you go back to your original ten measurements,

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no one of them

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may be the value which you now announce to be the true value for the current running through

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the wire all of our epistemic enterprise all of the effort to understand the world is hedged about by this uncertainty. Wittgenstein was once asked

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if a particular proposition was true

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and he said it’s true enough.

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And this is modern,

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this is the voice of modern philosophy

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where at last enough simple common sense

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has sunk into the philosophical

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enterprise that we’re now

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talking about things being true enough

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rather than

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the revelation of God’s

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truth. I mean good grief

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if you met a termite

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wandering across the floor of the jungle

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and interviewed him on his life’s work

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and he announced that it was the discovery of certain truth

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you would be fairly condescending in how you related to that

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well but do you believe that you are greatly different

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in your cosmic positioning than that termite

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you know what monkeys are better at this than insects

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i don’t think so so uh the the i i spend a lot of time trying to make my ideas seem rationally

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apprehendable but in a way that’s just uh sight of hand the they hand their attraction for me

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and I hope for you

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is not their rational apprehendability

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but that they’re fun

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that you can’t top this for fun

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I mean if you can I’ll convert to your way of doing it

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because

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the phenomenal world

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is delightful

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it’s humorous

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it has locked within itself

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all the adumbrations and reflections

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of its aspirations

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its past

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and its unfulfilled possibilities.

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I really think this is what the psychedelic thing is about,

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or at least for me,

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is it’s a kind of sensual glorification of multiplicity.

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That’s why, you know, if we were to look at spiritual

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traditions and place

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them into

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try and categorize them

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into great

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or weaning categories

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then I think what you would get are

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the minimalist schools

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which are all about

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white lights, nirvanas

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satori’s shunyatas,

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and things largely unsayable that discourse despairs of describing.

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And those ontologies that glorify the phenomenal world,

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ontologies that glorify the phenomenal world.

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And that would be paganism,

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psychedelic thinking, shamanism.

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Notice that these are more nitty-gritty positions,

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not driven by a thirst for abstraction, but driven by a thirst for sensation and I the the to my mind the

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centerpiece of of the experience of being and the centerpiece of the

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psychedelic experience and and the point around which the great issues of modernity revolve is the issue of the felt presence of

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experience the relationship of the individual to

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the sensorium of the body

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I mean we see it in all kinds of subtle ways and done subtle ways

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Unsubtle ways the whole issue about a woman’s right to control

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her reproductive processes. Subtle ways, the way in which the entire society is an engine

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for producing certain behavioral outcomes in the marketplace. Everybody is being programmed

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in the marketplace everybody is being programmed

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and manipulated

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and I think the antidote to that

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in some sense is this wider appreciation

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of complexity and experience

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experience

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the reason the psychedelic thing is so powerful

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and can touch so many people of so many different classes and outlooks is that it’s an experience. It’s not an ideology.

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with like say Marxism, behaviorism, deconstructionism, this is something which is more operating on the level of sexuality, emotion, devotion.

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It’s a feeling and it’s a birthright of the organism

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that has been socially restricted and controlled in a very weird way

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we are literally a schizophrenic species i mean we are at war with our own nature civilization

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whatever that means is felt to be so fragile an enterprise that it’s constantly refusing to come to terms

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with the context in which it finds itself,

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which is the animal body, sexuality, emotion, pain, desire, elation, ecstasy.

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And so we go outside of those things

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and create a generalized abstraction

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and reason backward.

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The reason psychedelics, I think,

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are so frightening to the guardians of social order

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is because they represent

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a direct addressing of experience.

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And for a very long time I mean one millennia five millennia choose the number experience has been

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hierarchically distributed in human society from the top you know you get a

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Christ or a Hitler or a Pope or it’s. It’s a leader of some sort or a visionary.

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And then the exegesis of the vision is passed down through

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and we imbibe it as a product,

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coming with the sanction of social correctness.

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of social correctness.

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This has had a kind of neotenizing effect on us as human beings. What I mean by neoteny is the retention of juvenile characteristics.

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We have allowed ourselves to become more and more childlike to the point where now some considerable percentage of us allow ourselves to be warehoused in a larval condition most of our waking lives watching television and consumer object-based fetishism and the cycle of

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production of money for the acquisition of fetish material then the inevitable

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disappointment the reformulation of the fetish so forth and so on this is what

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occupies us you know was William James I who said, if we don’t read the books

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with which we line our apartments,

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then we are no better than our cats and dogs.

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And I guess I would say,

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and if we don’t take the psychedelic plants

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that are in the environment

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that we can avail ourselves of then we are no

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better than our cats and dogs there are doorways open to us but they are all experiential and

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personal they lie in the realm of sexuality and I guess what you would call experimental psychology,

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and areas where we get very nervous and want to follow rote,

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follow tradition, and be assured that we are not deviant, that we are not strange,

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that we are not violating any of the canons of the tribe.

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But I think because of the social crisis meaning this vast generalized sense that

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everyone has that things are out of control uh we are going to have to go back to first principles

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and and what that means is a return to the authenticity of the body.

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You know, McLuhan wrote about how media distorts human self-images.

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One of the reasons that I’m involved in virtual reality and electronic media and all of that sort of thing is because I think that the age of the distortion of the human self-image by media

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is coming to an end,

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that the medias of the future will be largely transparent,

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and that this is very important

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because it’s going to allow us to discover who we are.

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A person who can read is a person who possesses an ability that is tremendously distorting of their essential relationship to their humanness. that it is, reading is orders of magnitude more bizarre yet, because abstract signs are

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being manipulated at close to conversational speed, in some cases faster than conversational

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speed. culture is complex behavior and I think that

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what the psychedelics show

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that is a secret

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that some people

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don’t want told

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is that we can redesign

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our behavior

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we can change

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very very quickly

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the image of ourselves as somehow the rigid inheritors

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of evolutionary programming,

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and therefore doomed like lemmings or monarch butterflies

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to enact a programmed pattern of behavior and destroy ourselves

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isn’t what I see happening at all.

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The whole history of humanness

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is a history of unexpected adaptive response

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to unusual circumstances.

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And I believe that’s because the imagination

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has played such an important role

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in defining who and what we are.

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And whatever the imagination is,

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psychedelics catalyze it.

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Psychedelics enhance it.

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The thin bandwidth of interior self-monitoring

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that goes on in normal consciousness

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becomes much more clear three-dimensional and intensified

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under the influence of psychedelics if you know these things used to be called consciousness

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expanding drugs it was just a good old phenomenological description well consciousness description. Well, consciousness or the absence of it is what is pushing our species toward

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some kind of crack up. So if there are factors in the rainforests, in the Arctic tundra,

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in the toolkits of preliterate and aboriginal people that can act to transform consciousness,

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then this is where we have to put our attention.

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If we could feel the consequences of what we are doing,

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we would stop doing it.

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The reason we don’t stop is because we are partially anesthetized

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to the consequences of untrammeled population growth,

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unregulated capitalist market-oriented behaviors, so forth and so on.

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We are semi-conscious.

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This is our problem.

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We’re like someone half- half awake inside a burning building you know are

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we going to suffocate and become a crispy critter or are we going to sufficiently integrate the

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situation to grope our way to an entrance and call 9-1-1 in our case I don’t know who comes when you call 911

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but it’s something

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like that

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during the weekend we’ll talk a lot

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about human history

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because I think human

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history is something that we

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are far too blase

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about we take it

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for granted because our own lives are so ephemeral

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last 70 years or something.

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We think of history as something

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that was installed with the rocks,

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but in fact it isn’t.

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It too is a behavior, very recent,

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like language, another behavior, very recent like language another behavior very recent physically human beings have

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been about the way we are for a hundred thousand years much the way we are for half a million years

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but the behaviors have changed radically you, from nomadic partnership,

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from societies based on shamanic intoxication,

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orgiastic sexuality, no fixed abode,

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to a massive integrated, global, electronically based civilization.

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These are extraordinary modifications of behavior.

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It’s as though hummingbirds were to begin assembling locomotives.

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That’s the kind of radical transformation that we see inside our own species.

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Well, then the question is, what’s it about?

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What we are doing by replacing one behavior after another,

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never resting, never satisfied,

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is in practical terms,

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we’re accelerating the entire temporal continuum.

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We seem to be pushing process

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toward some kind of dimensional apotheosis of some sort.

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We’re not content to let things rest.

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And human history is the record of this process

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which begins as a kind of random walk,

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I’m sorry, a kind of random walk

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across the epigenetic landscape of culture,

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but the random walk finds a compass heading,

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and this compass heading has many names.

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I mean, you can call it unity,

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you can call it unity you can call it God you can call

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it a chicken in every pot you can call it completion but whatever it is freedom

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seems to be its central feature. We want freedom.

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We want freedom from the constraints of the cycles of the sun and the moon.

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We want freedom from drought and weather,

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freedom from the movement of game and the growth of plants,

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freedom from control by mendacious popes and kings,

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freedom from ideology,

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freedom from want.

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And this idea of freeing ourselves

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has become the compass of the human journey.

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That which doesn’t free doesn’t serve.

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I mean, this has become almost a kind of universal ideal. No one on earth preaches

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the virtues of slavery. I mean, there may be people who practice slavery, but they have

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the decency to keep their mouth shut about it because the defense of slavery has become impossible in polite company. Slowly there has been,

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I think over time, the growth of an ideal of what human perfection is, first worked

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on by the great religions and then sometime I suppose around the time of the Italian

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Renaissance handed over to secular forces that begin to say you know

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freedom is more than the right to wear wool and pray 24 hours a day freedom

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means the acquisition of property of the visible manifestations of wealth the

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acquisition of information freedom with the publication of the first books

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becomes association becomes associated with accessing the database of the

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culture well what we’ve learned through Freud and Jung is that the database of the culture. Well, what we’ve learned through Freud and Jung

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is that the database of the culture

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goes deeper than we may have anticipated

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and that the final keys to the deeper levels

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are in fact plants

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that were part of our shamanic heritage

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millennia ago.

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So freedom has become basically a project

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in the Blakean imagination.

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Blake called it the divine imagination.

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We now dream of transcending the constraints

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of matter, space, time, and energy themselves.

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I mean, this is what stuff like nanotechnology and virtual reality

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and this sort of thing is about.

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We wish to find ourselves in the imagination well I maintain that this desire is a

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kind of nostalgia for a paradisiacal

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possibility that actually existed in the past and that to understand the human

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predicament we’re going to have to come to terms with the idea that which has been around for a long time but not given much coinage recently that history is a fall that this is a lesser state than we have known in the past that all this material culture and all this exhibition of energy control and so forth and so on

00:30:26

is actually, these are the toys of lesser gods

00:30:31

and that being integrated in nature at peace with the rhythms of life and death

00:30:41

and co-identified with the eternal organism of community that

00:30:48

these were actually higher and nobler ideas that somehow became compromised

00:30:54

with the fall into history and it has to do with our relationship to the lost

00:31:01

continents of our own minds I mean that’s what this psychedelic thing is really about.

00:31:07

I think it’s as profound as the European discovery

00:31:12

of the lost half of the planet 500 years ago.

00:31:17

It’s that half of the human mind became disconnected from the ego.

00:31:24

And for a thousand years or more these things

00:31:28

have drifted in such profound estrangement from each other that when

00:31:33

reunited the only thing we can map it to is a flying saucer invasion or an

00:31:41

descent of angelic intent or something because we have become so alienated

00:31:47

from the collective images of the soul.

00:31:53

And while it’s true that shamanism has existed forever and ever

00:31:58

and that people, some people, midwives, shamans, visionaries, schizophrenics,

00:32:06

have been doing this in all times and places.

00:32:11

Nevertheless, it now has a special poignancy

00:32:16

because the official philosophy of our civilization,

00:32:23

capitalism, materialism

00:32:25

reductionism

00:32:27

I guess that’s it

00:32:29

maybe misogyny is in there

00:32:31

has played

00:32:34

itself out it’s failed

00:32:35

modernism has failed

00:32:38

modernity has failed

00:32:40

the rational analysis

00:32:42

of matter has led to

00:32:44

the revelation of the irrationality of matter.

00:32:48

The attempts to create systems of perfect deterministic prediction

00:32:57

have led to the revelation of the chaos that haunts all systems

00:33:01

and makes all prediction in principle impossible the

00:33:06

prosecution of the dream of a formal edifice of logic to explain mathematical

00:33:14

structures and truth has given way to girdles in commensurability theorem

00:33:19

which shows you that basically nothing makes sense. Everywhere where reason has shown its light,

00:33:28

the greater darkness has been revealed.

00:33:34

And so I think a turning point has come in the human enterprise.

00:33:40

Childhood’s end is upon us.

00:33:51

childhood’s end is upon us we have to drop the naive assumptions of certain truth perfect understanding the conjuring rod of reason turns out to be a fairly weak magic after all. And we have to begin to cultivate a sense of mystery,

00:34:08

a sense of living without closure,

00:34:11

because that, in fact, is how the world is.

00:34:14

The world is a mystery.

00:34:16

It’s not going to yield to the fragile constructs of the human mind.

00:34:21

Some portion may be rationally apprehensible,

00:34:26

but the basic facts of the matter are

00:34:30

that we do not know where we come,

00:34:34

nor why, nor where we’re going,

00:34:37

nor according to what plan.

00:34:41

And instead of seeking a flawed communication

00:34:47

with the intentionality of deity

00:34:50

I think the psychedelic

00:34:52

religious agenda

00:34:56

if that’s how you want to think of it

00:34:57

is a more modest one

00:35:01

it’s a cultivation of a sense of wonder

00:35:04

in the presence of something which

00:35:06

obviously cannot be encompassed by the human mind. I mean, it can no more be encompassed

00:35:13

by the human mind than the ocean can be emptied into a thimble. And once you get that straight you can go back to getting high staying tight with your friends

00:35:28

making love growing your garden and appreciating the the felt presence of

00:35:39

experience and realizing that the abstraction game, the high modeling game,

00:35:46

is in fact simply a game and that there should be no emotional investment in these structures.

00:35:55

I mean, what I’ve learned from the mushrooms ultimately is that ideas are for play

00:36:00

and the final payback from all of this

00:36:05

is a sense of

00:36:08

fun, a sense

00:36:10

of humor. The truth

00:36:11

for sure when it arrives

00:36:14

will make you smile

00:36:16

if it doesn’t

00:36:17

you should seek

00:36:19

a deeper truth

00:36:21

and so

00:36:22

for a long time it troubled me this question of of truth and

00:36:28

falsity and now i think that it’s more like this that the person who has the best idea

00:36:37

or let’s put it this way the best idea and that means the funniest idea, the idea that brings the small smile to the corners of your mouth,

00:36:49

that idea will win.

00:36:52

It will win.

00:36:53

It’s twee, the cheerful.

00:36:56

You know, twee treads on the tail of the tiger.

00:37:00

No blame.

00:37:01

No blame because the cheerfulness of twee overcomes the

00:37:08

inherent reticence of the world the light touch is the right touch and if if

00:37:17

psychedelics don’t give this to you you may be an incurable case you know there

00:37:23

may be no hope for you but Martin Heidegger in high

00:37:27

doses or whatever they do with people who have displaced funny bones the world is truly

00:37:37

a strange place getting stranger all the time it’s more the character of a pun or a an optical illusion than it is the the

00:37:51

the world of humorless scurrying gray atoms and invisible forces that we inherit from nature. The laboratory of being is your own body, your experience. I mean, everything else is

00:38:10

going to come as an unconfirmable rumor, so fraught around with epistemological problems

00:38:16

that you might as well toss it out at the beginning and not even bother with it. The basic thing is the empowerment of experience.

00:38:26

That’s why sexuality has always raised such a ruckus

00:38:31

among authority freaks.

00:38:35

It’s why the psychedelic is so unsettling.

00:38:39

It’s why youth itself is unsettling.

00:38:43

Because these things cause symmetry breaks they cause a shift in

00:38:50

perspective but this is in fact at this point in time exactly what we have to have it may be you

00:38:57

know that we’re going to rack and ruin but it’s not it’s not an unconscious process.

00:39:06

There are the technologies, the information retrieval systems,

00:39:11

the engineering capacities to fight like hell against the dying of the light,

00:39:19

if that’s what’s going on, but the will has to be activated.

00:39:24

And the problem is that the people creating

00:39:28

the problems, which are the people in the high-tech industrial democracies, people like

00:39:33

you and me, are the furthest from the consequences of the problems. You know, I mean, here we

00:39:41

anticipate the apocalypse and it’s a theological discussion. You go to Somalia and the apocalypse is well underway. It’s moved beyond the represent probably the 5% of the world’s people who have some ability to contact, control, and direct the resources and the technologies that are available on this planet.

00:40:25

I mean, if you’re able to sit here at Esalen this evening,

00:40:29

then you automatically are in that 5% classed as the world controllers,

00:40:37

you and your friends.

00:40:39

Why can’t enough people lock into that space of undeniable unity to cause almost an epidemic on

00:40:47

the planet of that well i’m not worried i i think that what is happening is a transformational

00:40:55

process not the bankruptcy of ideology not the spin down of technical civilization I’ll argue through much of tomorrow

00:41:06

and tomorrow evening that history is not

00:41:09

our fault that you

00:41:12

no more can blame us for the

00:41:14

shape of human history than you can blame

00:41:17

a fetus for the unfolding morphology

00:41:21

within the womb that history

00:41:24

is the necessary distortion of an animal species

00:41:29

to lead it to the brink of an ontological transformation. When we get into this issue

00:41:37

of politics, it’s a very tricky issue, I think, to handle from a psychedelic point of view,

00:41:47

tricky issue, I think, to handle from a psychedelic point of view, because the psychedelic point of view, as I read it at a fairly deep level, is that it’s a done deal. It’s okay. You know,

00:41:55

basically we’re going to make it. We’ve been on a straight line vector for millions of years with this transcendental attractor that has shaped us, called us out of matter

00:42:08

and is revealing itself through us.

00:42:12

But knowing that is not permission for sitting on your can

00:42:19

or ceasing to participate in the struggle to create a just and caring society.

00:42:28

It does mean that you shouldn’t worry, that worry is off the menu,

00:42:33

that you don’t know enough to worry is one of the arguments to be made.

00:42:40

So I think it’s basically a case of we need to act locally

00:42:46

and think not simply globally but cosmically.

00:42:50

And in our cosmic ruminations struggle to erase boundaries

00:42:57

and to see that the difference between us

00:43:01

and the next species in waiting in the evolutionary elevator and the

00:43:06

difference between life and death and the difference between pre and post history these are

00:43:11

differences that can be easily erased and when they are uh what comes through is this lost sense of unity and purpose and rightness that we’re trying to recapture.

00:43:31

Well, that’s all I really wanted to say about that tonight. I didn’t want to keep you past

00:43:36

ten. We’ll get together here tomorrow morning. Get a good night’s sleep. The baths are open

00:43:43

24 hours a day thank you very much

00:43:45

bring your questions, controversies and whatever

00:43:48

and we’ll dig into all this

00:43:51

with great gusto on the morrow

00:43:53

thank you very much

00:43:55

it’s only 10am and already

00:44:01

it’s been mighty peculiar

00:44:04

well are there and already it’s been mighty peculiar.

00:44:12

Well, did anybody have any particularly strong reaction to last night or feel that we were started off in a wrong direction or the right direction?

00:44:17

In other words, is there any feedback from all of that last night?

00:44:22

I’m beginning to have the feeling that the need to stoke the furnace

00:44:27

of psychedelic information

00:44:31

is a task that is being generalized

00:44:34

into the culture,

00:44:36

which is a relief for me

00:44:40

because it frees me to discuss

00:44:42

my own private megalomaniacal concerns,

00:44:46

which are this mathematical effort to model history

00:44:52

that will probably be mentioned off and on all day

00:44:55

and then dealt with in detail this evening.

00:45:02

Strangely enough, the novelty wave or my theory about how history is structured

00:45:10

normally leads me into a situation of whipping the horse ever faster toward apocalypse and

00:45:19

millennium.

00:45:20

But very recently, we’ve entered into a phase where it’s more like you should get out your lawn chairs and learn to play solitaire or something. the next couple of years are going to be incredibly repetitious,

00:45:46

mundane, pattern-bound, and ho-hum

00:45:50

compared to what we’ve just been through.

00:45:53

We really have been through,

00:45:56

though from our close perspective it’s hard to tell it,

00:46:00

probably one of the most profound decades or five or six years of the 20th century.

00:46:09

I mean, the whole slow, catastrophic collapse of Marxism

00:46:14

and what it’s meant for Islam and capitalism,

00:46:18

that all is now in the past, but very dramatic.

00:46:22

but very dramatic yeah I like talking about

00:46:26

my

00:46:28

chaotic

00:46:33

notion of time

00:46:36

because it seems to me

00:46:37

the scientific data

00:46:40

that is arising week by week

00:46:43

is supporting

00:46:44

my originally somewhat far-fetched contention

00:46:49

that the universe is getting weirder and weirder and weirder at an extraordinarily asymptotic rate.

00:46:58

I mean, just two examples in the last six weeks, both bizarre.

00:47:04

the last six weeks, both bizarre.

00:47:09

This ice drilling project in Greenland has brought up a 325,000-year continuous record of snowfall.

00:47:17

And because of the decay of isotopic oxygen,

00:47:21

there’s some mumbo-jumbo by which you can determine the temperature of the air at the time

00:47:29

the snow fell so what they’re getting is a continuous temperature record over 375,000 years

00:47:36

and they can hardly believe what it’s telling them it It’s telling them that the climate, the weather has been nuts

00:47:49

for tens of millennia, that there are five-year periods where the world temperature fell 20 degrees

00:47:56

and remained there for 70 years and then bounced back. A picture of completely chaotic climatological fluctuation

00:48:07

has emerged just in the last two months.

00:48:10

I mean, they’re holding congresses and flying people in

00:48:14

and drilling a second core to try to understand this

00:48:18

because it’s always been thought that the planet’s climates

00:48:22

were fairly stable except that the human factor was capable of perturbing it.

00:48:30

Now it looks like these glaciations

00:48:33

are merely macro-physical reflections

00:48:37

of micro-reflections in the climate

00:48:40

that are extremely dramatic.

00:48:42

So that’s one piece of data

00:48:44

that’s arrived in the last six weeks

00:48:47

arguing that the universe is a strange and chaotic place

00:48:52

on an accelerated trajectory toward novelty.

00:48:57

The other is much more peculiar,

00:49:01

and in fact it’s at a level in the scientific literature

00:49:06

where nobody has

00:49:07

panic has not quite

00:49:09

broken out but

00:49:11

are you all aware of

00:49:13

this very large object

00:49:16

which has entered

00:49:17

orbit

00:49:20

around the planet Jupiter

00:49:22

and which has broken

00:49:24

up into between 17 and 25 objects

00:49:29

this is not coming to you from the 14 times and you know the star this is

00:49:36

astronomy sky and telescope this it’s apparently a cometary body, but it’s very large,

00:49:45

and it has broken up and gone into Jovian orbit,

00:49:50

but the orbit is decaying rapidly,

00:49:54

and the whole situation is explicit enough

00:49:58

that they can say with reasonable certainty

00:50:02

that next July 22nd,

00:50:04

these objects

00:50:06

are going to encounter

00:50:08

the Jovian surface

00:50:09

with a greater

00:50:12

release of kinetic

00:50:14

energy than the

00:50:15

extinction which wiped out the dinosaurs

00:50:18

65 million years ago

00:50:20

the

00:50:22

impact as

00:50:24

presently calculated will occur on the side of the planet turned away

00:50:29

from the earth but within six hours that side will swing into view of terrestrial telescopes.

00:50:38

The amount of energy released in the impact it will be possible to calculate it by studying the reflected

00:50:47

flash off the Jovian satellites

00:50:50

so, you know what we’re talking about here is in the words of astronomy magazine a once in a hundred million year

00:50:58

event

00:50:59

But that’s the clue that something weird is going on

00:51:04

once in a hundred million year events

00:51:07

don’t happen in the lifetime of a single human being.

00:51:12

I mean, what are the odds of that?

00:51:14

And we also had Marilyn Monroe,

00:51:17

the Kennedy assassination,

00:51:19

the landing on the moon.

00:51:21

I mean, you know,

00:51:22

how many once in a hundred million year events

00:51:26

can you cram into a single

00:51:28

lifetime

00:51:30

well I don’t know what this thing going on out at Jupiter

00:51:35

is about but it’s bizarre

00:51:38

it’s bizarre that in science

00:51:42

now things like

00:51:44

chaos theory and nonlinear dynamical systems and these

00:51:52

kinds of things these intellectual tools arrive just as the assumed stability of reality established

00:52:01

by Newtonian gentlemen in powdered wigs working through

00:52:06

their brass instruments that all flies

00:52:08

apart and there’s just you know the heaving

00:52:11

oceans of the spaghetti of ambiguity

00:52:14

as string theory and non

00:52:17

localization stretches you from here to

00:52:21

Zenebel Ganubian back again

00:52:23

it’s the feedback

00:52:27

between the perceiver and the object

00:52:29

perceived is tightening

00:52:32

I don’t know if this is a

00:52:33

psychedelic theme, it’s the theme

00:52:35

of my psychedelic

00:52:38

explorations

00:52:41

I think of

00:52:42

the shamanic

00:52:46

model as

00:52:47

inherited from

00:52:48

classical aboriginal shamanism

00:52:52

worldwide which is a model

00:52:53

of levels that the

00:52:55

universe is somehow made of

00:52:57

distinct levels

00:52:59

energetic, geographic

00:53:01

however

00:53:02

but that there is an access, an elevator,

00:53:07

that allows you to move from level to level.

00:53:10

And this is usually some extraordinary technique

00:53:13

of physical stress production,

00:53:15

or in the hipper societies,

00:53:19

a pharmacological intervention of some sort. And the information is deployed differently on each level.

00:53:32

They’re like defined perspectives on the stuff of being,

00:53:39

the raw perceptual input of experience and I really think that

00:53:45

and I don’t understand

00:53:49

you can’t quite wrap language around it

00:53:53

but it has something to do with the fact that we’re

00:53:55

physical creatures at all

00:53:58

that the mind at its deepest

00:54:02

organizational level reflects the

00:54:04

geometric principles of the organization of space and time.

00:54:10

So the mind as present in us at this moment has been folded and sculpted and shaped into a tool

00:54:25

for threat detection in three-dimensional space

00:54:28

because the body is a fragile thing

00:54:32

born along upon the vicissitudes of matter.

00:54:36

But when you take a psychedelic

00:54:39

or when you perturb ordinary brain chemistry

00:54:42

by any means, illness, high fever,

00:54:46

lightning strike, hunger,

00:54:49

prolonged drumming,

00:54:51

grief, you know, all of these ways,

00:54:55

then there is a transition of level.

00:55:01

Or what Mercilliard in this wonderful phrase

00:55:04

called the rupture of plane the

00:55:07

rupture of the mundane plane isn’t that a great you’d almost swore you’d have to

00:55:14

smoke DMT to get together a phrase like the rupture of the mundane plane well

00:55:22

but then the the organization of the information on these different planes

00:55:28

has hitherto been largely thought to be somewhat expressionistic

00:55:35

or haphazard a la the Jungian maps of the unconscious or something like that.

00:55:43

the Jungian maps of the unconscious or something like that. I think that there is actually more to be gained

00:55:48

by making a strict mathematical model

00:55:52

and saying that the shaman is a person

00:55:57

who penetrates to a literal informational hyperspace of some sort

00:56:04

and to take it literally in terms of a

00:56:07

geometric explanation because think about it for me

00:56:15

shamans are primarily in in their Aboriginal setting they function in

00:56:20

three roles they They predict weather.

00:56:28

Weather prediction is very important in shamanic cultures.

00:56:35

They tell where game has gone. In other words, they monitor the food source of the group

00:56:40

and direct the hunting and gathering activities

00:56:43

according to the availability of the food.

00:56:48

And then thirdly, they cure disease.

00:56:51

And this is very important.

00:56:53

And they are incredibly adept at choosing patients who will recover.

00:56:59

This would be a cynical way of putting it.

00:57:02

You know, they are very adept at choosing patients

00:57:05

who make miraculous recoveries.

00:57:07

Some of you may know the tape recordings

00:57:10

of Maria Sabina’s Mushroom Vallada made by Wasson

00:57:14

where an 11-year-old child is brought to her

00:57:17

and she says that she won’t shamanize for this case,

00:57:23

that this kid is not going to make it and then he doesn’t make it

00:57:27

he dies within three weeks well if you’re if you’re a materialist and of the modern stripe

00:57:37

then the only way you can deal with this testimony about shamanism, about the precognitive knowledge of weather and game movement

00:57:47

and the miraculous ability to cure,

00:57:50

is to deny it.

00:57:52

To deny it and say this is some kind of sight of hand

00:57:56

or they are very closely observant of nature.

00:57:59

In other words, some only this argument

00:58:04

that denigrates the thing.

00:58:08

But I think that when you actually look at the ethnographic data

00:58:14

from all parts of the world collected in the field

00:58:17

by people who spent time with the Asande and the Kikuyu and the Witoto

00:58:23

and the Kurgis and so on,

00:58:27

the body of testimony of what we would call paranormal phenomenon

00:58:34

is sufficiently impressive that another model has to be called into play.

00:58:42

And I think it’s that there are ways to push the mind

00:58:45

by extraordinary pharmacological encounters or stress

00:58:52

into a kind of higher dimensional space.

00:58:57

This would be sort of like the idea that the indeterminacy that adheres to matter

00:59:07

at the quantum mechanical level,

00:59:09

the fact that it displays itself as particle or wave

00:59:14

depending on the questions being asked,

00:59:18

that that fundamental indeterminacy

00:59:20

apparently has to be amplified

00:59:24

through every level of nature, including the human level,

00:59:30

so that when you get to ourselves, the mystery of ourselves is wave-like infinite spirit the indwelling

00:59:51

intellect that creates the cohesion of

00:59:54

the nexus of actual occasions that is

00:59:57

the coordinated prehension of an organic

01:00:00

system of an organic system we’ll just stop there

01:00:21

yes

01:00:23

let me see if I’m getting this right.

01:00:29

Somehow I’m getting the image of you mathematically decoding

01:00:35

the language of the gods in a way.

01:00:41

Well, except it isn’t exactly a language.

01:00:43

It’s more like a point of view

01:00:45

yeah I mean what I’m suggesting here is

01:00:48

that the magic if that’s the word

01:00:52

or the grandiosity

01:00:54

the power of ecstatic exhalation

01:00:58

that resides in the psychedelic

01:01:00

is because it is literally a change

01:01:04

of dimensional perspective.

01:01:06

And, you know, well, let’s see.

01:01:10

I hope this isn’t too obscure an example.

01:01:12

But in the 14th century, Petrarch climbed a mountain somewhere in Italy

01:01:19

and wrote a passage about it

01:01:23

and invented the observation of landscape and nature

01:01:29

in this single work of art because people had never done that before it was

01:01:35

a new an entirely new thing to climb a mountain and look at nature and feel the

01:01:43

unity and the grandiosity of it

01:01:46

and write about it.

01:01:47

And it was part of Renaissance humanism.

01:01:50

It was part of getting people out of those dreary,

01:01:53

urine-stenchy cathedrals

01:01:55

that they’d been hanging out in for far too long.

01:01:59

So what I’m suggesting is that in a sense

01:02:05

the shaman is someone who climbs an inner mountain

01:02:08

but a real mountain, a geometric mountain

01:02:11

and then has a higher perspective

01:02:14

that it’s a shift of awareness

01:02:17

I mean we all are body and soul, spirit

01:02:20

but to the degree

01:02:23

that we concentrate on one

01:02:25

we occlude the other

01:02:27

I don’t really like the sound of that

01:02:30

because it sounds like you could turn that

01:02:32

into some kind of asceticism

01:02:34

which in principle

01:02:35

I’m against

01:02:36

but I think the key is

01:02:39

paying attention to mental

01:02:42

life

01:02:42

without bias one of the things I’ve been talking to

01:02:48

the staff here because I’m scholar in residence is Finnegan’s wake and we’ve

01:02:53

been taking it apart and looking at it and noticing that part of the genius of

01:02:59

Joyce in the way the wake is composed is that all terms are transparent you know every

01:03:07

every word you can see through it to other words to other associations to

01:03:14

other connections so nothing is explicit and overt and defined it’s a mental

01:03:22

universe not you see the novel can take two directions it can try to create

01:03:27

what’s called realism which is in a sense an attempt to duplicate the laws of optics

01:03:34

on the printed page in narrative so that you have you know lord and lady so-and-so moving about their country home with the crisis of daughter and servants or whatever.

01:03:49

But then that’s not the world those people are living in.

01:03:53

That’s the world you would see if you were a camera watching them.

01:03:57

The world they’re living in is a much less crystalline and temporally defined world.

01:04:05

It’s a world where memory and anticipation

01:04:08

are in a dysystolic relationship

01:04:11

as the attention of the characters ebbs and flows,

01:04:16

focuses and merges.

01:04:18

This is what a great deal of modern literature is about.

01:04:20

Yeah?

01:04:20

You said that inside of us really there’s a mind-body dualism

01:04:24

and that we’re trapped.

01:04:25

Is that what you’re saying?

01:04:27

Well, trapped in artifice,

01:04:30

trapped in art.

01:04:31

I mean, in a sense,

01:04:32

yeah.

01:04:33

That’s why Proust

01:04:34

and Joyce,

01:04:35

who are so different,

01:04:37

can be seen to be

01:04:38

essentially about

01:04:39

the same thing.

01:04:40

A true rendering

01:04:41

of experience

01:04:42

is very hard.

01:04:45

I mean, this is the great challenge.

01:04:48

I think that’s why somebody asked me recently,

01:04:52

what was I doing with myself or where was I going?

01:04:57

And it seems to me that once you work your way into all of these places,

01:05:05

the real test of your psychedelic authenticity

01:05:09

is the ability to write a novel.

01:05:15

Because what you have to show to yourself,

01:05:18

not necessarily to anyone else,

01:05:20

but what you have to show to yourself is

01:05:22

that you can put yourself into the mother giving birth,

01:05:28

the fascist interrogating a prisoner, the child at play, the gangster plotting the advance of his

01:05:38

career. In other words that the human experience is open to you, that you know what it’s like,

01:05:45

human experience is open to you that you know what it’s like hooker and priest saint and sinner it’s all accessible to you that’s the sign to me that a person

01:05:52

has really dissolved their boundaries and done their inner work because the

01:05:58

quintessence of understanding is the ability to to occupy other people’s points of view.

01:06:08

I certainly make no claims in this area.

01:06:11

In fact, I’m very weak in this area.

01:06:15

I learned a long time ago by watching how I play chess

01:06:19

that my emotional immaturity is right on the surface

01:06:24

because the way I play chess is I make brilliant plans

01:06:28

and then I attempt to carry them out

01:06:32

as though there was me and nobody else there.

01:06:38

And meanwhile, coming at me across the board

01:06:41

is this bewildering series of interruptions which throw off the plan.

01:06:50

I mean this is this is the Via Dolorosa right the the the street of tears and I think there’s

01:07:01

a crying tradition among North American Indians,

01:07:06

you know, stress is what we’re talking about on one level.

01:07:11

I’m not sure that, it may be that there are two ways to attain these places,

01:07:17

stress and psychedelics,

01:07:19

and then we could have a discussion about whether psychedelics are a subset of stress or not.

01:07:25

I mean, that’s sort of like whether you think of surfing as stress.

01:07:29

I mean, obviously it’s strenuous and it can kill you,

01:07:33

but some people think of it as exhilarating.

01:07:37

There are many ways to perturb the mind.

01:07:40

I mean, the reason when we talk about psychedelics we fall automatically

01:07:47

into a vocabulary of travel we talk about journeys and and tripping and that

01:07:55

sort of thing is because travel is how people normally attain this if they

01:08:03

don’t have pharmacological means and that’s always

01:08:06

been respectable I mean even among

01:08:08

very bourgeois societies

01:08:10

like the 19th century

01:08:12

England you know the summer

01:08:14

holiday in Italy was

01:08:15

de rigueur and if you saw

01:08:18

room with a view you know

01:08:20

this was where it all this was where

01:08:22

Eros and the dark

01:08:23

Latinate unconscious was expected to This was where Eros and the dark, latinate unconscious

01:08:26

was expected to swarm over these pale English women

01:08:30

and initiate them into unspeakable pleasures and debauchery.

01:08:37

It doesn’t sound half bad, does it?

01:08:41

Yes.

01:08:42

yes you talked about

01:08:45

I’m having trouble wrapping my mind around it

01:08:50

but my question has to do with

01:08:54

one of the topics of the weekend

01:08:56

which is ethos versus politics

01:08:59

inner versus outer

01:09:00

but also psychedelics are a way of experiencing other planes of reality

01:09:09

or reality in a different way.

01:09:12

But it seems as if you’re also talking about a way of using that that requires some, I I don’t know whether it’s an inner discipline or how do you

01:09:25

use it

01:09:27

so it’s not just

01:09:28

a distraction

01:09:31

a drug

01:09:32

a

01:09:33

you know what I mean

01:09:35

well I think

01:09:36

well

01:09:38

huh

01:09:41

fetish objects

01:09:43

well I think the simple answer to how What about fetishes? Huh? Fetishes, the fetish object.

01:09:51

Well, I think the simple answer to how do you do it without trivializing it is that you do doses that scare you.

01:09:56

You know?

01:09:57

I mean, these things are not physically dangerous.

01:10:12

dangerous and yet they are terrifying at what are pharmacologically completely harmless doses. I mean, the LD50 for psilocybin is hundreds of milligrams per kilogram. And yet if you take anywhere above 25 milligrams of psilocybin, I think

01:10:29

the strongest wayfaring soul reaches for the brake pedal somewhere in there. It’s amazing

01:10:39

how we just skim the surface of this. I mean because and and we can’t go very deep

01:10:45

because language fails I mean most of you who have done committed doses know

01:10:52

that you go into a realm where it gets weirder and weirder and weirder and then

01:10:58

finally the very machinery of explaining to the observer what is happening begins to melt

01:11:05

and then you are

01:11:07

there with

01:11:09

it for a while

01:11:12

and then you descend out

01:11:14

of that and the language mechanism

01:11:16

reactivates and says

01:11:17

we are now leaving the utterly

01:11:19

unspeakable behind

01:11:21

and

01:11:22

so

01:11:24

it’s an extraordinary thing

01:11:28

I mean the motivation of

01:11:29

my career I guess

01:11:32

is I just can’t believe

01:11:34

how this much

01:11:36

strangeness could lay

01:11:38

that close to the surface

01:11:40

and the enterprise of human

01:11:42

history be conducted for

01:11:44

10,000 years

01:11:45

with people running around trying to do weird things,

01:11:49

writing polyphonic music and, you know,

01:11:52

the Rudolfine Court and Hieronymus Bosch and all this stuff,

01:11:55

and right under the surface,

01:11:58

just a Niagara of peculiarity and strangeness

01:12:03

that makes no sense to me when I put on the

01:12:07

hat of the biologist you know why should an advanced animal of some sort have

01:12:16

this curious relationship to an invisible river of imagery running collectively through the brains of all and each.

01:12:27

What is that about?

01:12:29

And the beauty of it, as in Blake’s word, the futurity of it,

01:12:38

the fact that in the glistening of the flowing waters of the unconscious,

01:12:47

glistening of the flowing waters of the unconscious, you glimpse not only the square-topped towers of Ilium and the ruins of Carthage and Petra and all that, but you also see the intimations

01:12:56

of some kind of magnificent future that, you know, is it in the imagination? Is it directly ahead in the time stream?

01:13:06

Is it lost in dream?

01:13:08

The whole circumstance of being alive

01:13:12

and being a self-reflecting, thinking human being

01:13:16

is just too peculiar for words.

01:13:21

Yeah?

01:13:22

Would you say that as far as the terror of this goes

01:13:25

and what makes people

01:13:26

hit the off button,

01:13:29

push the brakes to the floorboard,

01:13:33

is that

01:13:33

something you were saying last night

01:13:36

about lost continents,

01:13:38

remember?

01:13:39

Mm-hmm.

01:13:39

It seems like

01:13:40

this psychedelic experience

01:13:43

isn’t new

01:13:43

in the sense of a cultural endeavor.

01:13:47

Let’s call that the discovery of the unconscious.

01:13:52

And Freud attributed that to the Romantic poets.

01:13:55

So would you say that one could see the whole modern

01:14:00

and postmodern era of this progressive discovery

01:14:04

of this lost haunt of the unconscious and perhaps

01:14:09

it is as Native Americans would put it the purification in the sense that psychoanalysis analysis of the unconscious brings to light hidden aspects of truth, of people’s lives

01:14:29

or their collective lives that no one wanted to face, but these things have been layered

01:14:33

in the unconscious. So it’s a process of bringing things to light or, as Carl Jung said, enlightenment

01:14:41

does not consist of visualizing figures of light,

01:14:45

but making the dark unconscious.

01:14:47

Could you say that?

01:14:49

Well, I’m not sure I understand the question.

01:14:51

If you’re saying how derivative of…

01:14:54

I mean, I basically agree with the premise.

01:14:56

I would just push the thing further back into time.

01:15:02

I think where this all…

01:15:04

I mean, it’s fun to try and

01:15:06

find various break points

01:15:07

I mean was it

01:15:09

Tim Leary was it Alfred

01:15:11

Jarry was it L’Entremont

01:15:14

was it

01:15:16

the French

01:15:17

symbolists

01:15:18

or

01:15:20

I’ve been thinking about this a lot

01:15:23

recently I think think that what’s popularly called the age of the marvelous

01:15:30

indicates the real descent of the Western mind

01:15:35

toward the psychedelic confrontation.

01:15:38

When we look at the time wave tonight,

01:15:40

maybe we’ll get around to talking about this,

01:15:43

but around basically with the invention

01:15:46

of printing in 1440 I now see books as obviously a psychedelic drug of enormous power the early

01:15:59

books were manufactured with chains on them so that they could be bolted to tables so that

01:16:08

addicts would not tear them loose and take them home and the invention of

01:16:15

printing and the seizure of Constantinople by the Ottoman Turk set off an age of scientific advancement

01:16:28

exploration so forth and so on that led to the discovery of the New World only

01:16:34

500 years ago and this had the impact on Europe that flying saucers on the White

01:16:42

House lawn would have on us.

01:16:49

I mean, it was an alien planet that had been discovered with trackless jungles and temperate forests

01:16:54

and people clad in gold practicing strange religions

01:16:58

and enormous trading.

01:17:00

I mean, it was an alien civilization.

01:17:04

And at the same time, the grip of the medieval church was breaking down.

01:17:11

And people had a fascination with the bizarre, with the phantasmagoria of natural existence.

01:17:21

They were bringing back birds of paradise from Bougainville. They

01:17:26

were bringing back carved Incan and Mayan material, codices, all of this stuff. This

01:17:34

is the period shortly then into it of the great flowering of European magic, the establishment

01:17:41

of the Rudolfine court in Prague and all of that that was

01:17:47

the age of the Wunderkammerer the wonder cabinet where you collected together

01:17:53

stuffed birds ammonites Gnostic gems bits of archaic detritus, large insects, narwhal horns, all of this stuff.

01:18:07

You know, it was pre-Linnaean.

01:18:09

It was before the categorical mind had stepped in

01:18:14

and the whole thing was just a maelstrom of individuated data collections.

01:18:22

And I think that’s where the psychedelic thing in the West became explicit.

01:18:30

Back to this man’s question about that actual taking of a psychedelic, I think it’s real

01:18:40

important that it be done with intent and to kind of ask for or put it out there whatever it is that you need or want.

01:18:51

Yes, you have to talk to these things. You do it on an empty stomach, in silent darkness, in a situation where you feel secure, which can mean in your apartment with the phones unplugged and the door locked

01:19:07

or off in some jungle or somewhere,

01:19:10

but it’s very important.

01:19:11

Empty stomach, silent darkness,

01:19:14

and intent, as you say.

01:19:17

And then not reckless dose,

01:19:20

but committed dose.

01:19:22

Not to see if it works.

01:19:24

It works. Other people have established that

01:19:27

you don’t need to do research to confirm that it’s psychoactive you just you know do it and

01:19:35

and then you know there there are techniques for navigating through there the the best is a pure heart but since we can’t always come up

01:19:46

with that

01:19:47

you know sweating blood

01:19:50

also helps

01:19:51

and

01:19:54

in terms of actual physical

01:19:55

techniques

01:19:56

singing this is what I learned

01:20:00

in the Amazon that

01:20:01

you know you don’t always have enough

01:20:04

presence of mind to

01:20:05

breathe but if you will sing the breathing will take care of itself and

01:20:14

the body is an instrument I mean the yogans they got that right the body is

01:20:20

an instrument for tuning through these dimensions.

01:20:26

I don’t know what it all confirms.

01:20:28

Like, I don’t rush to embrace any particular esoteric school.

01:20:35

In fact, I’m fairly scornful of all of that

01:20:38

because I see how it’s used to promote priestly hierarchy

01:20:43

and mumbo-jumbo and that sort of thing.

01:20:47

But certainly science doesn’t have the whole story.

01:20:52

I mean, the human body is an incredible esoteric instrument.

01:20:55

It’s just that I think you need to self-teach yourself.

01:21:01

Yeah.

01:21:03

The shaman’s perception

01:21:05

which is I guess that’s what you’re trying to get to

01:21:08

the ability to see on that subconscious level

01:21:10

starts with pure heart, pure mind

01:21:12

largely because their minds aren’t cluttered

01:21:16

with everything that the rest of ours are

01:21:18

they don’t have to overcome the knowledge, the facts

01:21:21

the awareness of the material life

01:21:23

because they don’t start with that

01:21:24

they start with drugs, they start with purity way back when.

01:21:27

How do you get past that?

01:21:32

It would seem to me, in this case, the more you know,

01:21:36

and the more you know, the more difficult it would be

01:21:39

to reach that pure, second, conscious level

01:21:43

where it’s just a matter of knowing through

01:21:45

the division of what your conscious will do once the barriers are removed

01:21:49

neurotransmitter will be removed well I don’t know about that I mean I see the logic of it I had a

01:21:57

shaman tell me once in the Amazon he said you know it’s not easy for us to do this it’s no easier for us

01:22:07

to do this than for you to do it and I imagine watching giving shamans pure DMT

01:22:16

and stuff like that and watching them go through it that you know they’re macho

01:22:22

they do it but they they’re they at the core are as

01:22:26

sensible and afraid as anybody would be you everybody comes down to a local

01:22:34

language structure and a local set of cultural myths and the shaman’s job is to be outside, behind, and under that.

01:22:46

He’s sort of an archetypal plumber.

01:22:49

And he sees, he knows where the shit goes.

01:22:53

He knows how to repair the system that everybody else, is invisible to everybody else.

01:23:01

I think it’s very challenging to do this stuff in any cultural context.

01:23:06

One thing you find that you may not expect when you go to the Amazon is not all shamans

01:23:13

have the great zest for going as deep as possible. There are a lot of shamans whose attitude

01:23:21

is you get in, you do the work, and you get out fast, and you

01:23:26

take only as much as you need to.

01:23:33

You’re listening to The Psychedelic Salon, where people are changing their lives one

01:23:38

thought at a time.

01:23:41

Well, we’ve just heard quite a lot in the last hour or so.

01:23:45

In fact, I captured more quotes for the program notes than I usually do.

01:23:49

I think 16 in all.

01:23:51

And as you know, you can get to the program notes for today’s podcast,

01:23:55

which is number 356 at www.psychedelicsalon.us.

01:24:01

But of all the quotes there, well, the one that I think is the most right on target at this moment is, and I quote,

01:24:08

Half awake in a burning building.

01:24:21

It’s hard to not understand that metaphor, and I’m afraid it’s close to true.

01:24:26

Well, there’s a lot of other things I’d like to say, but here’s what I’m going to do right now.

01:24:31

If you’re like me, you would really like to hear the next part of this weekend workshop as soon as

01:24:35

you can, and so would I. So I’m going to sign off for now and get started right away on the next part,

01:24:42

which I hope to have out to you quite soon. So, for now, this is Lorenzo,

01:24:46

signing off from Cyberdelic Space.

01:24:49

Be well, my friends.